You ache it, you lost her

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"What keeps you up at night?"

"Our memories. They linger on me. I wish I never let you go because you were the best, and what I did to you was the worst. 

I left without a moment's notice, and you were forced to unlove me. You were forced to disremember it all. 

You were forced to accept an ending I promised to never deliver at your door. You ached so quietly— cried behind the curtains and smiled so widely on stage.

 You protected me even after I hit you at the very spot where I knew it would hurt the most. It keeps me up at night. 

You know, the regret of hurting someone who never wanted harm on me, the regret of ruining a good heart, the regret of damaging the very person who loved me through all my sunshine and storms.

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