LEARNING FROM THE PAST

THE TALK

Another update.

Heaven,

Ng matapos ang pakikipagusap ko sa cellphone ay bumalik na rin ako sa magina ko na masaya pa ring naglalaro.

Pinagmamasdan ko lang sila mula dito sa pintuan na kinatatayuan ko.

Narealize ko na ang swerte swerte ko sa dalawang tao na to na nagbibigay ng lakas at tapang sa akin para mabuhay, para harapin ang mundo ko na puno ng masalimuot na alaala.

At ng lumingon sa akin si jade napansin niya siguro na tinitingnan ko sila.

Love bakit may problema ba?

Wala naman love masaya lang ako.

Masaya bakit?

Masaya ako dahil swerte ako sa inyong dalawa, dahil dumating kayo sa buhay ko.

Aww! Ang love ko nagiging drama queen nanaman.

Kaasar ka talaga, minsan lang magdrama eh.

Sige na nga drama ka na pero upo ka na dito baka mangalay ka dyan sa pagtayo mo.

Alam mo love ngayon ko lang naisip na sadya talaga tayong pinagtagpo para maging sandigan at alalay ng isa't-isa upang tayo ay mabuhay ng masaya.

Oo nga noh! Nang una tayong nagtagpo di naten alam na tayo na pala ang itinadhana para sa isa't-isa. Look at us now going strong and still holding on.

After our small talk about us I decided to lie low a little for our upcoming wedding it's getting pressurerable to handle beside jade already said that she would handle it just fine. I trusted her though.

This day I would go to a person that really had an impact to our lives.

Jade doesn't know about this I hide it to her just to be sure she wouldn't get worried about me because this time I know I'm safe.

Before arriving to that place I decided to meet a person whom I needed the most at this time.

When we both arrive to that place he make sure that everything is settle and everything is safe for me.

Is it really okay to you if I'm not with you? Miss Jade surely kill me if I let you be alone with that person.

Don't worry about me okay beside jade wouldn't know... For now...

Okay if you say so Miss Heaven, I'm just outside if anything happen just call or just shout for the worse case senario if that would happen.

Sure! I'll be fine.

Pagkaalis niya saka ako humarap sa pintuan kung saan papasok ang taong hinihintay ko. Ang pwesto namen ay dulo sa dulo ng lamesang mahaba para sa kapakanan ko.

Ng pumasok siya tila hinugot ko ang aking hininga sa ilalim ng balon na sobrang lalim at tila di na ako makaahon.

Ni hindi ko nga alam na nakaupo na pala siya sa harapan ko at tumikhim.

Ehem!!!

Sa tingin ko dapat akong matuwa dahil dinalaw mo ako. May pakay ka kaya ka andito tama ba heaven ko.

Stop calling me yours pj, I will never be yours never.

Baka nakakalimutan mo naging akin ka ng minsan.

Ang minsan na sinasabi mo nakalimutan ko na ikaw ang bumago sa akin, ikaw ang nagbigay sa akin ng rason para hanapin ang sarili ko at sa paghahanap ko nalaman ko na hindi ang katulad mo ang kailangan ko.

Ano kalahi mo isang babae rin ha! I can't believe that what happened between us never change a thing on your mind. Such a disgust.

Disgusting ako? Baka ikaw nakakadiri ka. Mas nakakadiri ka pa sa uod at mga linta na kinaayawan mo. Dapat nga sayo mabulok na dito eh at kailan man di na lumabas pa habang buhay mo pagsisisihan mo ang ginawa mong kababuyan sa aking hayop ka.

Hindi ako nagsisi dahil natikman kita at babaunin ko hanggang hukay ang sarap na pinalasap mo sa akin.

Hayop ka talaga.

Tsk.

Attorney climaco!

Bakit Miss Heaven may ginawa ba sayo ang hayop na ito.

Tapos na akong makipagusap sa kanya attorney umalis na tayo.

Leaving so soon why?

Because you are not worth my time and my effort such a lich.

Hmmm.. Hmm.. Okay why don't you say hi to your child say it was from her dad, real dad!

And that got me paled and and got stuck on my spot in an instant.

How did he know about my child how?

There's a lot of question running on my mind now and my attorney dragging me out of that room never help me lift the burden in my chest right now.

Miss Heaven are you okay? Did something or anything he said that bothers you?

I'm okay attorney climaco it was just he said something that got me. Do you know a thing about my child na alam ng halimaw na yun did someone tells him that my child is his.

No I know no one tells him no one knew except us and your family. So I was confident that it was his wild guess that got you Miss Heaven.

I guess your right beside he will never see or hold my child because I will never tell her about his father of a monster.

Miss Heaven I will just advice you as your personal lawyer that it was a bad idea to hide this kind of topic to your child it will get to you someday that I know for sure.

I think your right but I should think about it first and discuss it to jade also. Now we should head back to our house maybe jade is finding me now! Are you going to visit jade?

Hmmp! I think I should piss Miss Jade a little.

Well goodluck.

I should to thanks.

And that ends my day for this week a chaos and next time I wish it was a happy ending.

***raen***