LEARNING FROM THE PAST

GETTING TO KNOW!

Jade,

Hey shaila where are you?

I have my practice now for my graduation why jade?

So you're busy?

Actually it was already finish why?

Just asking!

Why?

Ahmm!

Hey jade are you playing with me?

No! I was serious with you?

What?

Deaf!

I'm not deaf I heard you!

So what did you hear?

That you are serious with... Me!

Shaila!

Hmmm!

Can you be with me?

Why?

Because?

Because?

I...

I?

L-l...

Oh god jade! Can you say it straight to the point it's kinda irritating you know!

Sorry!

For what?

For falling for you!

Hey shaila are you there? Shaila?

Y-yes I' m h-here!

Did I shock you?

No!

So why did you say something?

Jade can you keep a secret?

What it is tell me?

Jade!

I.. Love.. You.. Jade.. That was my secret! Can you keep it?

Shaila can I hug you now?

How?

Just please can I hug you now?

Hey wait! Are you here? Where are you?

At you're back love!

I back hug her, I can feel her body stiff at my gesture so I losen it.

She turn to me and touch my face!

You're really here how?

Nagtataka siguro kayo kung bakit ganun ang tanong niya noh.

Ilang buwan din kaming lumalabas, laging magkasamang namamasyal at laging nagsasaya.

Sobra nameng naenjoy ang company ng isa't - isa hanggang isang araw kailangan kong umalis dahil nagkaproblema ang isang branch ng business ko sa france kaya kailangan ako mismo ang umayos nun.

Nangako ako na babalik bago ang graduation niya.

Pero pagkarating ko pa lang ng france namimiss ko na agad siya at di ko malaman sa sarili kong anong nararamdaman ko.

I tried to ignore it kaya lang ang lakas ng hatak niya eh.

I fall and I don't know how deep I was falling to!

Minadali ko lahat ng proseso ng problema ng france branch at eto nga nakauwi ako ng mas maaga sa inaasahan.

Di ko kaya na mawala sa paningin ko ng matagal si shaila, I feel crazy without seeing her face, her smile, her eyes and without seeing her.

I feel empty without her.

I compose myself to confess my love for her and this is that day.

Akala ko di mutual mali pala ako.

She love me too!.

I finish early the problem just to be with you!

I can't believe it. I thought I was just imagining but it was real!

It is real jade? Is this really real?

You don't believe that I'm real, let me make you tell that it was real.

Hinawakan ko ang dalawang pisngi niya at hinalikan ang mga labi niya.

Halata sa kanya ang gulat ng dumampi ang labi ko sa labi niya pero ilang saglit lang tinugon niya na rin ito.

Walang ibang taong nakakakita sa amin dahil nasa likod kami ng school premises nila.

Dito sila nagprapractice ng graduation nila dahil sa laki ng field dito.

Naiwan nga lang siya dahil kausap niya pa ako kanina.

Tumagal ng ilang minuto ang halikan namen hanggang sa bumitaw kami pareho dahil sa kawalan ng hangin.

Now do you believe that it was real my love?

Yes my love!

Pagkatapos niyang sabihin yun ay niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit.

Yakap na puro pagmamahal.

Ngayon ko na lang ulit ito naramdaman.

Yung pakiramdam na lahat gagawin mo para sa taong mahal mo makasama mo lang siya at higit sa lahat yung pakiramdam na mahal ka din pala niya at iniintay lang ang iyong pagbabalik.

Ngayon masasabi ko na sa sarili ko.

I fallen deeper than I thought with you heaven shaila park. The girl that I save before and the girl I was gonna love forever.

***raen***