love you too much

Chapter 9

-August's POV-

I looked at her in disgust and arose from my seat and walked out of the living room. She followed me into our bedroom begging for me to forgive her, but it just wasn't happening!

"YN SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! I HATE YOUR ASS NOW." -I screamed trying to get that statement into her brain.

She cried harder and started to pack her clothes up.

"Where am I going to live at then? I can't live on the streets!" -She said while dropping to her knees on the ground.

"Your not staying here!" -I exclaimed.

"So your just going to throw out like that?!?" -She said in a really be for real voice.

"Why the hell not?!? You hurt me YN! How many other things have you kept away from me?!??"-I questioned her while rising up from my seat.

"Well um, Heavenly is my child I have he when I was 17 I was raped by this man and he didn't wear a condom."-She said.

"I'm starting to doubt that you were ever raped by anyone because you're a fucking slut and that's alll! Maybe all those lil nasty names your father called were true!" -I said angrily while pushing down making her hit her back on the steps.

She cringed in pain and started to cry harder. I walked upstairs and grabbed her stuff and a bottle of gasoline. I walked out of the house and started pouring the gasoline all over her clothes and valuable stuff. She sat in the door way crying and screaming "no". I went back into the house kicking past here. I locked her outside and began to chill.

~8 days later~ <YN'S POV>

It's been 8 days since I've been in a warm cozy house! I haven't eaten or showered and I'm literally starving and August locked me out here! I just nothing has ever happened between Kirk and me. I tried so hard not to cry but it wasn't seeming to work, I still cried myself to sleep every night and day.

I started the day off not different from the others. I woke up and looked around as there was nothing to do! I then felt as if today would be better but I felt like that 2 days ago and nothing happened.

~2 hours later~

I smelled the aroma of food coming from inside the house, I then started to walk around and pace holding my stomach. I tried to settle it because I felt like I was gonna throw up. The rush off hot liquid then came up n a spit it out quickly, and it constantly came up! I held my hair n continued to throw up.

Finally, I had finished and the door opened. August walked out of the house and picked my up and walked me into the house. He walked upstairs, sat me on the toliet seat.

"Take a shower, and meet me back downstairs!"-He walked out of the room leaving me there alone,

I then started to strip down and take an long shower. I washed my body and my hair multiple times. After I was finish, I walked downstairs, and spot August sitting on the couch with a serious look on his face. I slowly step by step starting walking closer to him.

"August, I really am sorry for what I've done to you! I didn't mean to have sex with him." ~I stood next to the couch trying to get threw to him, but he just wasn't buying it!

"Yn, you just don't understand! Sorry, doesn't fix shit! It's the thought that counts. Why the hell did you do it in the first place when you're logical and got a muthafucking brain to use and every cell in it works! You could've stop and said "This isn't right" but no you went on with it!" ~He arose from his seat and started walking closer to me.

"I did think about you, but I didn't think it would hurt you that much though!" ~I ran out of the room and into the bathroom. I took one of his razor blade and started to puncture a whole into my wrist.

At this point, I didn't really mind to die.......

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