Encounter (GxG) Completed

Jealous? Maybe????

Chase POV

This past few weeks hindi ko na maintindihan yung sarili ko. The thought of having Gwen next to me. Ewan, pero sobrang saya ko pag andiyan siya. Hindi ko lang pinapahalata. I don't know what to say.  This is all new to me. I mean, I never felt this before. Hindi ko alam, kung sadyang nasanay lang ako na lagi ko siyang inaalalayan. At magka grupo kami. I don't know. I'm still confuse. Because the last time I checked I'm not into girls. I know, madaming nagkaka gusto sakin sa school and even I have Dani who's been so serious about courting me. Pero never nasagi sa isip ko na mag girlfriend. All I was dreaming is to have a lovestory na gaya ng nababasa ko sa mga libro.

Lalong gumulo yung isip ko dahil sa ngyaring "kiss" samin ni Gwen. Aaminin ko, sobrang awkward kasi after namin magawa yung report eh hindi na ko nakatingin sakanya ng maayos. At ngayon ay feeling ko hindi ko siya kayang harapin. Sakto naman ay wala kaming klase ngayon na kaklase ko siya. Ngayon yung araw ng recital ko. Sinabihan kasi ako ng Dean ng College of Music na tumugtog ako sa Foundation Day namin. Ayoko sana, kasi matagal ko ng hindi ginagawa yung tumugtog sa harap ng madaming tao. Pero dahil nakiusap si Dean ay pinagbigyan ko na siya.

"Goodmorning Chase! Are you ready?"

"Goodmorning Dean, yes po. Ready na ko."

Pagkasabi ko ay umupo na ko sa piano at nag isip ng tutugtugin. Napansin kong madaming nakatingin sa labas ng music room. Kinabahan na naman tuloy ako. Nahihiya kasi ako, dahil ngayon na lang ako ulit tutugtog. Sinubukan kong wag na lang sila pansinin at pikit mata na tumugtog ng piano.

I don't know why

But when I look in your eyes

I felt something that seems so right

You've got yours I've got mine

I think I'm losing my mind

'Cause I shouldn't feel this way..

Catch me, I'm falling for you

And I don't know what to do

How can something so wrong

Feel so right all along

Catch me, I'm falling for you

How can time be so wrong?

For love to come along

Catch me, I'm falling for you..

Pag dilat ko ng mga mata ko. Nakita ko yung mukha ni Gwen kasama yung mga bestfriend niya na nakatingin sakin. Heto na naman yung kakaibang tibok ng puso ko habang nakatingin siya sakin. Pinagpatuloy ko yung pagkanta at umiwas ng tingin sakanya.

How can love let it go

When it has no place to go

And I can't go along pretending

That love isn't here to stay

Catch me I'm falling for you

If I could just walk away

Without you from day to day

I would die just thinking of you

I know we can't ever be

More than friends, you and me

But why do I feel this way

Catch me, I'm falling for you