Kapapasok lang ni Bee sa bahay nila ng biglang dumating ang Mom niya.
Baby how are you? tanong ng Mom niya.
im ok Mom. pero nahihirapan pa din akong magsalita ng matagal but i can manage.
tumango naman ang ina sa kanya.
now can you tell me what happened? tanong ng mon niya.
tumingin naman si Bee sa kanya na para bang sinasabi na ok lang siya.
anak you kniw you can tell me everything right?
yes Mom i kniw but before i tell you everything can you promise that you will not tell dad even lolo about what happened and just let it pass?
tiningnan naman siya ng Mom niya ng taimtim. at huminga nga malalim.
as you wish anak. i promise.
wala na ngang nagawa si Bee kundi sabihin sa Mom niya ang lahat.
Anak can i ask you something?
yes Mon what it is?
do you have feelings for Shan?
Nabigla naman si Bee sa tanong ng Mom niya. hindi agad siya nakasagot.
Mom to tell you honestly i reallt dont know but im happy when im with her. simula ng lumayo sakin si Shan theres a part of me that was hurt lalo na pagnakikita ko siyang masaya at sweet sa kanya si Jam. pero im still happy that shes happy. hindi ko naman po kase masyadong iniisip ang nararadaman ko dahil for the fact that i know were still young. but i like Shan maybe yeah more than my bestfriend. but i never took advantage of her even our friendship. i just realize that nung hindi ko na siya nakakasama.
may lungkot sa mukha si Bee na agad naman napasin ng Mom niya.
so what do you want to do?
actually Mom pinagisipan ko din yan and i made up my mind na i will just finish my school here and i will transfer to manila. and also i will ask both of your permission if i can enrolled in martial arts?
nabigla naman ang Mom niya sa sinabi niya.
Anak bakit mo naman naisip yan?
First i want to to forget. i want to know kung ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman ko for Shan at it will also give me advantage para sa trainings ko for the company. about martial arts i just want to defend my self in times na kelangan. i dont want to see myself as a weak person anymore. i hope you understand Mom. i just want to be a version of me. i think its for the best lalo na i know time will come i nees to come out. its also my way of preparing myself for the future.
i understand anak. im glad your thinking that way but are you mad at Shan?
Mom im not mad at her even kay Jam. a little hurt kase hindu man lang niya ako pinagtanggol or even tulungan after what happened and even take. a. moment to know my conditon after but im not mad. maybe hindi na niya ako tinuturing pang kaibigan. i dont know her reasons but still she has the freedom of doing it. hindi ko lang maisip na sa tagal namin magkainigan is that ganun lang pala matatapos to the point that i didnt do anything to hurt her. pero its all good. i just want to give time for myself know. this incident made me realize that i need to stand on my own and be strong.
Anak i dont know if ill be happy hearing all those things to you theres a part of me that im afraid that you will start to have a heart of stone.
Mom it will never happened you know that. i just want people to see me as a better person. i will promise you that Mom.
