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chapter 33: hellish.

I cant even leave my bedroom,

So I keep on pouring,

And I ain't seen the light of the day,

Since, well, that's not important,

It's been long...

"Let me go! Let me go, please!" I say as I try to move away from him. Them. All of them are all over me.

I can't move my body. I can't scream. I don't feel here. But I do feel their touch on my bare skin. And it's the most horrifying thing I've ever felt.

"Can't princess, you're too much to resist." He says and I feel his hand going up my thigh.

"Oh, don't have her all to yourself." Another guys says and kisses my neck.

Please take me out of here.

How is this happening?

I wanna scream but I'm froze. They won't stop and I can't make them stop.

Somebody please make them stop!

I feel the air missing in my lungs and the tears running down my face. Why won't they let me go? What have I done to them? Why can't I move?

One of the guys rips my dress off leaving me in my underwear only.

Stop. Please. I'm begging you.

Please don't hurt me. Please let me go.

They throw me on a couch and I can't see their faces from this angle. Not that I could see them before. They have no face and I don't know what place this is.

They all one by one cup my boobs with their hands. I've never been more scared and sick to my stomach.

My vision keeps going dark and coming back in a cycle... like I'm semi passed out.

I want this to stop. I can't take this.

Take me out of here.

I just want to die.

I just want to die.

I just want to die.

All of a sudden I wake up, tears running through my face.

Oh, God.

It was all a dream, and nothing but a dream.

I can relax now.

I feel my heart beating out of my chest and I'm all sweaty. I'm terrified.

I quickly turn the lights up to make sure it's over... to make sure I'm safe.

Yes. I'm in my room, alone... I'm okay. 

I reach for the cup on my bedside table and take a sip of water.

I've been having dreams in this realm since I was a child... every time I felt like I lost control over my body, on a bigger or smaller scale, the following night I'd have horrible dreams of people... men... doing horrible things to me.