Minji's Sitter | Taejin ✔️

Twenty-Six

"The doctors told you that you won't be able to have any more kids?" Jimin asked his brother worriedly.

"No, but who knows, maybe I won't be able to. Maybe I won't get another chance, not that I care anyway. I don't want any kids."

"Jin, please don't talk like that. You have your entire future ahead of you. Don't worry about Taehyung right now, either. What did the doctors say, how come you are in here?" Jimin walked over to his brother and sat down on the bed next to him.

"I wasn't worrying or thinking about him. I am here because I was bleeding a lot and feeling very weak."

"Okay. Did they say what caused the bleeding?"

"n-no, but they said I am okay now, and I can go home." Jimin knew based on how Jin answered him that he was lying. "I am going to ask to see the doctor."

"Why?"

"They need to tell us why you were bleeding until you almost passed out. You can't leave here until they confirm that."

"I don't care. I want to go home, can you not interfere with my life and leave it alone." Jin sat up on the bed and glared at Jimin.

Jimin stood up and turned to face his brother. He was annoyed with Jin's behavior. "Maybe if you stopped living so reckless, I wouldn't have to interfere with your life. Had you only listened to me, you wouldn't have been in this situation, but as usual, you only care about yourself and do whatever you want without giving a damn about anyone else. When are you going to stop living like this? I am tired of bailing you out of situations, I am tired of lying for you. Can't you stop already?"

"Why don't you leave! You are acting as if I called you here. What's wrong with the way I am living my life? Is it because I am not living according to your standard, well news flash Jimin, not everyone wants to live their life like you. I am free to do as I please. I never asked you to lie for me, I am not asking you to bail me out. Did I call you here? No, so please get the fuck out and leave. I am so sick of all of you! Why can't you stop trying to dictate how I live my life!"

"Jin-"

"LEAVE ALREADY! GO LIVE YOUR PERFECT LIFE AND LEAVE ME ALONE! I DON'T WANT YOU AROUND." Jin got off the bed and pushed Jimin.

Jimin was so shocked by his brother's actions; he didn't know what to do. Tears were rolling down his face. He didn't mean to hurt Jin, he wants him to stop hurting, but Jin was taking it wrong.

Walking out of the room, he wiped away his tears as he tries to find the nurses station. He needed to speak with the doctor to understand why Jin was in the hospital, he knew he was lying to him, and he wasn't going to leave until he found out the reason why Jin was there.

"h-hi," Jimin said to the nurse that was sitting by the nurses' station.

"Hello, how can I help you?" The nurse looked up at him and questioned.

"My brother Kim Seokjin is in room 408, and I wanted to know if I could speak with the doctor, or maybe you can let me know his status and when he can go home?" While Jimin spoke, he couldn't stop the flow of tears that were running down his face. Jin was worrying a lot these days, and now with everything that had happened today was certainly not helping.

"One moment, let me take a look at his records." The nurse said to Jimin and started surfing through the computer that was in front of her.

Jimin phone alerted him, and he looked at his message to see that he had gotten a message from Taehyung. He didn't bother opening the message; instead, he stuffs the phone back into his pocket.

"He is free to go tomorrow. The doctor is prescribing iron pills for him as he bled a lot after his abortion, and his iron is currently low. While bleeding is normal after an abortion, he had an excessive amount of bleeding due to drinking, which should have been avoided, and it doesn't seem that he was listening to his body and resting, which is advisable after an abortion."

"May I request that before he discharges that he gets a psychological evaluation done? I don't think he is in a stable mind right now, and I am worried that if he is discharged and not doing well, mental he might cause harm to himself." Jimin looked at the nurse, hopeful.

"We do a psychological evaluation on all our patients that come in here. He is perfectly fine to be discharged. Our doctors would not discharge him if they didn't think he was ready to go home. He passed it. However, he had an abortion recently, he is probably feeling a lot of emotions. Guilt and grief are normal for him. What he needs right now is support. a lot of people don't realize the effect having an abortion has on them physically and mentally until after it's done."

"I see. Thank you." Jimin walks away from the nurses' station, not knowing what to do.

Gathering up some courage, he walks back into the room Jin was in. Jin had his hands over his head, and his face buried into the pillow crying. Jimin heart broke for the third time that day. He walked towards his brother and got into the bed next to him, wrapping his arms around him and hugging him tightly. "I am sorry. Please don't make me leave. It's going to hurt me to leave you here like this." Jimin whispered to Jimin as tears fell from his eyes.

Jin didn't say anything, he only continued to cry into the pillow as he was filled with regret, guilt, sadness, and anger.