When Alex woke up on the next morning he felt a small body in front of him and he remembered why Isabella came to them last night. He cuddled himself again more against her back and could even touch Ruby's hand that was laying on Isabellas side. It seemed like no one of them had moved one centimetre during the night. He opened his eyes and found everything just like when he had closed them, after being sure that Isabella had fallen asleep again. He couldn't go back to sleep anyways so he decided to just keep on cuddeling with his loved ones. Ruby would be the perfect mum, he thought. How she had reacted yesterday only showed him more how wonderful it would be to build a family. Of course he knew both were way too young and really not ready for this, but maybe when time comes, he thought, he might wake up like that, every morning, holding his beautiful wife and baby girl or boy in his arms. He had to smile, this thought was just too perfect.
After a while Ruby moaned quietly and moved slowely streaching and then cuddled back to Isabella.
"Morning potato" she whispered quietly and looked at him over Isabellas shoulder.
He stroke softly over her hand "Good morning beautiful" he whispered back and saw how she had to smile.
"I thought I might get to the bakery, so we have fresh stuff for breakfast"
"I wish I'd seen you in the bakery...If I'd seen you in the bakery
You probably wouldn't have seen me..." she sang quietly and made Alex smile bright.
He leaned carefully over to her and stroke over her cheek "You fucking fangirl" he whispered.
"Hey...no swearwords, we have a child here! Or we'll be a bad influence!"
He bend over a little more to reach her lips "We're already" and kissed her softly before he got up and to the shop.*
"Ruby...?" Isabella whispered after some time when Alex was gone. She cuddled closer to the woman and put her arms tight around her.
"Good morning love. How are you feeling?" Ruby asked and stroke a strand of hair out of the girls face.
"Better. Your bed is so cozy and warm...and Heisenberg is so cute..."
Ruby smiled "I know...when I came here to London he was my first real friend"
Isabella smiled and closed her eyes again. Heisenberg carefully stepped over her and laid down on againsat her back where Alex had been previously.
"Ruby?"
"Yes"
"You're really beautiful" the girl whispered a little shy.
Ruby smiled stroke softly over the girl's cheek "Thanky you, but just like you, young lady!"
"I want to look like you when I'm older..." she said quietly and stroke softly over Ruby's arm with the tattoos.
"If you want to, you can do that when you're old enough."
"Those stay for ever, right?"
"Yes they do, and it hurts a little to stich them"
"I loved it when you drew on my arm at the wedding, that looked so cool, but my mum said...that it was no good idea...that you put the idea of having real ones one day in my head..."
"Oh...seems like she does not really like me" Ruby smiled a little, but Isabella didn't "Sometimes I think she does not even like me..." the girl said quietly and looked away from Ruby's eyes.
Ruby's heart got heavy by those words and she softly took Isabellas chin and made her softly look up in her eyes "Hey, that's not true. Your mother loves you, just like your dad. Maybe they are sometimes stressed or in a bad mood, but they always love you"
Isabella noded a little "And if you ever, also when you're older, need someone to talk or just to get some distraction for the weekend, your always welcome here! Always! And you can call us or me at any day or night time. Ok?"
"OK" isabella said with a smile and cuddled closer to her.
Alex came back from the bakery and put everything down on the table before he sneaked to the bedroom. They didn't hear him and he leaned in the doorway, seing them cuddeling. He only heared the last bit of their conversation, but the next sentence from Isabella made him feel like he must start crying at any second.
Isabella held on tight to Ruby "I wished you were my mum...and Alex my dad" she whispered quietly and manage to break both their hearts.___
some heartbreaking cute stuff before bed :)
sleep well everyone xx
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You're so dark (an Alex Turner fanfic)
FanfictionThis is a fanfiction about Alex Turner feeling lost and down like it was not often the case. He's wandering around dark and rainy London without any destination after the situation with the boys escalated and even though he does not want to admit it...