MS 1: Endless romance (Completed)

Chapter 34

#MSeries1

It was cold and hot at the same time. Nakabalot na ako ngayon sa makapal na kumot pero malamig parin. My eyes is heavy but I did my best to open it. Nasa paanan ko si Ryan, nakaupo. Nakatalikod siya kaya hindi niya ako makikita na gising. I heard his heavy sighed.

Looking at him right now, wearing his black polo, rolled up till his forearm is like just a snapped of a finger. Dati, dinala lang siya ng kapatid ko sa bahay. I only seen him as a supervisor, as a person who's age is higher than mine, volunteer of being a driver just to get me from school, a person who's true to his words. He's a normal person for me back then, the person who said I can text him when his busy and even when I'm noisy. But now, seeing him like this, so close...is an imaginable.

Now, I see him as a person who has dark colors, past love, and guilt. He changed from a guy I adored the most to a guy...who I find a lot of secrecy in his life.

I groaned for him to notice that I am awake now. Agad naman siyang kumilos at nasa tabi ko na ngayon. Worried is very visible in his face. He put the back of his hand into my forehead and my neck.

"You have a fever."aniya.

"I'm fine."nanghihina kung sagot. Well, I can still talk and I'm fine.

"You need to eat. I made your dinner tonight. I also have the medicine that Mama gave me."aniya.

Pilit akong ngumiti at umupo sa kama. Inalalayan niya naman ako at pinasandal sa headboard ng kama. It was my dinner in bed. Masasarap ang niluto niya kaya lang dahil sa pait ng taste buds ko, hindi ko man lang nalasahan na ganoon nga kasarap. Atleast his here and he's taking care of me. I'm fine now.

"Please eat more..."palapit na ang kutsara sa bibig ko pero nag iwas ako ng tingin.

"I can't taste it. I'll take the medicine now."nanghihina ko pa rin'g sabi.

He sighed in defeat. Binaba niya ang pagkain at kinuha naman ngayon ang tubig pati ang gamot.  I drink it immediately. My hands are lightly trembling because I felt cold when he sit beside me and hugged me tight. Pinaunan niya sa akin ang kanyang braso habang siniksik ko ang sarili sa kanyang dibdib.

I wish for the time to stop and let us remain like this forever.

"Ayos na ako. Pwede kanang bumaba."

"No. I'll stay here with you..."aniya.

I look at him and touch his hard jaw. I felt it tightened.

"Nakakahiya naman sa parents mo. Wala silang kasama doon sa baba. Timing pa talaga na sa death anniversary pa ng lolo mo nagkasakit ako. Wala ka sanang aalalahanin ngayon."sabi ko.

Ewan ko, Ryan. Pakiramdam ko hindi na magtatagal na ganito tayo. Baka isang araw magbago ang lahat sa'yo...sa akin...ang lahat.

"You worry about them while I worry about you? Baby, that's not fair..."puno ng pagsusumamo ang kanyang boses.

I giggled. "I'm worried about you, of course. Pag gising ko kanina wala kana."

He held my hand and kissed my knuckles. "I'm sorry. I'm very sorry of I wasn't here. I should've look over you. I'm sorry,baby."

Mapait akong ngumiti.

Sa akin kaba talaga nag so-sorry or sa kanya?

I had the guts to kiss him on the lips. It was only quick para makita ko ang reaksyon niya. And there, in his eyes, I saw love and care but at the same time I saw regret and sadness. But heck, I don't care about it now. I just want kiss him and let him feel the love I have for him.

I kissed him again. He didn't move an inch he just let me. I tried to open his mouth using my tongue just like how I've seen it in some movies. Half of my body is now on him but he still didn't move. So I broke my kiss and stared at him. Tears formed in my eyes when I kiss him again. Longer than the second time. I didn't know if he's controlling himself but when he changed our position...I was shocked.

Nasa ibabaw ko na siya ngayon at madilim akong tinitigan. My tears now are flowing on each side of my face.

"I-I love you...please..."pakiusap ko.

He shook his head for disapproval. Kitang kita ko ang paggalaw ng Adams Apple niya dahil siguro sa pagpipigil. Then he look at me again with fire and madness in his eyes.

"Please—"

I pushed his buttons. He kissed me aggressively in my lips. I welcome his mouth and equalled the kisses he gave me. I know there's no turning back when his kisses went down to my neck. It's a full access since I'm wearing something that's showing off my skin. My tight holds on him is the evidence of what his doing to me now.

Tumingala ako para magawa niya ang gusto niyang gawin. Isang hawi niya lang sa damit ko nakalahad na ang aking dibdib. I bit my lower lip when he palm my breast. And when his mouth found my peak, I lost it. I moan because of pleasure.

"Ryan...your clothes..."I said and tried to reach the button of his polo. He help me with it and now his hard chest is showing. He kissed me again. Mula sa aking dibdib pababa sa aking tiyan at puson.

"Shit..."as I gripped his hair because of I felt satisfied.

With his skillful hands and mouth, I didn't how he removed my clothes and when did he got the chance to be in between my thighs and started pleasuring me down there. I lost all my senses because he's too good, huh?

I'm sweating bullets in my forehead and it's even more hot in here. Seeing him in between my thighs, closing his eyes while doing the deed is fucking...

"Shit!"I coursed loudly. I heard him chuckled.

I felt something explode. Hinihingal pa ako ng maramdaman ang mumunting halik niya sa puson pataas sa tiyan at ulit sa dibdib.

"You like it that way, huh?"pang aasar niya.

How the hell did he know it?

Ako na mismo ang umabut sa mukha niya ay humalik. He gave back the kisses as I unbuckled his belt. Something is building up inside me again. I don't know what it is but I know he's responsible for it.

Nanginginig ang kamay ko habang tinatanggal iyon pati na ang boxers niya. He's long and proud member stood up in front of me. I gulped hard. How is that even possible? He pushed me back on the bed and went on top of me.

"Stop lurking it, love."

He put his thing inside me slowly. I, somehow felt scared and excited. I don't know if I can accommodate all of him. Only when I scratched his back, the loud moan escape on my mouth and the tear from my eyes, is when I felt I made it. It was painful and nerve racking but when he move, it felt heaven.

"Ah! Shit!"

His every thrust is very desperate and aggressive. It felt so good having him inside and his doing me. I feel like I'm a fine woman now and it's because his the one who made me. I always met him in his every thrust. I honestly like it. I love him even more for doing it with me.

"I love you so much."he groaned in his deep and hard thrust.

"Ah!"

We did it thrice. Isang gabi palang nakatatlong beses na agad. Nakayakap ako na ako sa kanya ngayon at nakaunan ang braso niya sa akin. He's drawing circles in my shoulders while we're both silent.

"Okay lang kaya sila sa ibaba?"tanong ko.

Kanina, pinasuot niya sa akin ang kanyang itim na pulo at siya naman ngayon ay hubad parin.

"They're fine..."tipid niyang sagot. Pinatakan niya ng halik ang aking buhok."...you should sleep now. I won't leave you here."pinal niyang sabi.