MS 1: Endless romance (Completed)

Chapter 40

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Those questionable and malicious eyes are all on me as I swayed my way to the elevator. The guard greeted me before that and I bow as a response. I am trying to ignore everything here. Nakahinga ako ng malalim ng makapasok na sa elevator. Alone and comfortable I combed my hair using my fingers. Sana man lang walang ibang sumakay hanggang makarating ako sa 20th floor. Besides, it's almost two in the afternoon cuz we finished talking at one. Maybe the employees are on thier sits now and doing there job.

But for some reason, destiny will always and forever give you moments that you'll surely wanna forget after the day. The elevator opened and Ryan walked inside. Para siyang hangin na bigla nalang pumasok at para naman akong invisible sa kanya. Holding my chest because of shocked, my lips parted and wasn't able to move for a while. He stand behind me silently.

I felt my heart beating so loud. It's been...what? Two months! So stupid! I hate him for leaving but I never said I don't love him anymore! Damn!

I breath so heavily and closed my eyes. Bakit ngayon pa? Ang bagal ng elevator! Ang bagal ng oras!!!
I had hopes that he'll the first to go out but I was wrong. He pressed the 20th button and it made my ghosts inside gone wild.

I went inside my sister's office absentmindedly.

"What's with the face? Have you seen a ghost?"

Umiling ako at tumingin sa kanya. Umupo ako sa isang sofa niya. Tumayo naman siya sa harap ko at humalukipkip.

"Have you decided?"

"Not yet."

Tumango tango siya at ngumiti. "Kung ano man ang desisyun mo sana maging masaya ka. I'll be happy for you but I'll be happier if you'll help me here."tapos tumawa siya.

Umirap ako.

The day goes like that. We spent hours discussing everything. Mom keeps on convincing me but I still don't have an answer. What's the point being here if I am not ready for this? Wala akong magagawang maganda kung pipilitin ko ang sarili ko sa isang bagay.

"We'll see you later in the house."si daddy at humalik sa noo ko.

"Alright. Mom, I'll go now."ngumiti lang si mommy nang humalik ako sa pisngi niya.

Sabay kaming naglakad ni Ate palabas sa office ni dad.

"My night out kami mamaya ni William. Would you like to come?"aniya. We're now in front of her office door.

"Ano namang gagawin ko doon?"tanong ko.

"Chill and dance and drink! Be with us tonight, sis. Mag eenjoy ka d'on! Please..."pamimilit niya.

"Fine."humalik na ako sa kanya at tumalikud."Alis na ako."

"Ingat ka."

Tahimik kong pinagmasdan ang mga bulaklak na nasa flower vase. I'm sitting on the left side of my bed wearing my robe. Magbibihis na sana ako ng mahagilap ng tingin ang mga ito. I touched it's petals while overthinking. What could be his purpose? What does he want?

Kung alam ko lang sana pala hindi ko na siya pinakialaman. Sana hindi ako nagmadali. If there's one thing you shouldn't rush it's love. It's the best thing here on earth. It should be on its own time alone.

I wish I could turn back time and just ignored everything about him and my feelings. In that way, I wouldn't hurt myself and his. He would've go back to Arabelle and fixed what they have.

Nagpasya na akong magbihis at mag ayos sa mukha. I picked a black mid thigh dress and paired with my black boots. I just let my hair down and I'm done. Sakto naman na tumawag na si Ate.