Chasing After You

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

Goodbyes

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at agad na nagpumiglas sa bisig niya pero mas humigpit pa ang kapit niya sa akin!

"Y-you're not drunk?!" my heart is beating extremely fast.

Gusto kong mabaon na lang bigla sa lupa!

"Who said I'm drunk?" Beau said and in just a matter of seconds, naibagsak niya na ako sa kama at siya na ang umibabaw sa akin.

Pakiramdam ko ay tatakasan na ako ng puso ko dahil sa sobrang kabog nito.

"W-what are doing?" I can't even talk straight! Damn it!

"You... What are you doing?" aniya at naningkit ang mga mata sa akin.

Feeling ko ay naninigas na ang katawan ko sa mga nangyayari. We're too close from each other! Our body is too close!

"N-othing..." nahihiya kong sabi.

"Really? Gusto mo paalala ko?" panunuya niya.

Hindi ako nakasagot.

"Silence means yes, Theandra."

I felt the world stopped when he planted a kiss on my lips. It's subtle. His lips are very soft.

And when his mouth and tongue moved, I lost it all. The taste of wine and mint suddenly makes me hella crazy.

When I felt his hands going upwards, napahinto na lang ako bigla.

"No sex." I told him. Ngayon ko na lang ulit nadiretso ang salita ko!

I can't do it... Not yet.

He laughed a bit. "And who said we're gonna have sex? Kissing is not having sex, Tey."

"B-bakit kasi ang likot ng kamay mo?!" giit ko. Nababaluktot na naman ang dila!

Muli niya akong tinawanan. "It's part of kissing. You have to feel it, you know..."

I rolled my eyes at him. Eh, di siya na ang expert!

"Continue..." nahihiya kong sabi. Ni hindi ako makatingin sa kanya nang sabihin iyon!

He bit his lips and I almost gasp because he did it so sexily. I can't! Just can't!

Muli niyang inilapat ang labi sa akin.

I can't believe we're doing this on my bed and both wearing a gown and a tux!

Napansin ko na ang mga kamay niya ay nanatiling nakapatong sa kama ko.

I stopped. "You can hold me... If it's part of k-kissing."

He looked at me with his pair of adorable eyes. "I don't want to do things that will make you uncomfortable."

Butterflies were immediately inside my stomach, roaming around like mad.

"I don't have any plans to have sex with you, Theandra. Not now, not ever..." aniya.

Kumunot ang noo ko. "I don't get it."

"We're not going to have sex, because we're going to make love... And that's when your last name is same to mine." dagdag niya.

I punched him softly. "I love you, Beau Patrick."

"I love you more." he whispered softly. "And stop calling me Patrick."

Natawa ako sa kanya. He really doesn't like his second name. "Ang cute kaya! Dapat nga nickname mo Patpat, eh."

He pouted. He's too cute kaya naman para mas asarin siya ay agad kong pinalitan ang pangalan niya sa phone ko.