Addiction~Prinxiety

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(Trigger Warning- Lemon/Mild Smut, Drinking, drunk advances. It is completely consensual. Logan may not have CHOSEN to do anything with Roman but he is letting him of his own free will. Roman isn't forcing him. Logan isn't saying no for a reason.)

"Just friends." Roman mumbled as he sat at the dining room table downing his fifth bottle of beer. "Why did that hurt me so much? I should be happy. I'm the one that kept pushing him away. I decided long ago I wasn't going to do anything. So why... Why did that... Why?" Roman frowned as he gripped the bottle tightly. "Why just friends?"

"Come on, Virgie." Roman giggled as he wrapped his arms around the smaller breathing deeply into his neck and causing the other to shutter. "Don't make me beg."

"Awe, but I like it when you beg." Roman flushed as Virgil spun around kissing him hard on the lips. Roman moaned softly as he Virgil's fingers trailed his neck and into his hair. "I like hearing how much you want me."

"Oh, god... do I want you." Roman mumbled with a shaky breath. Virgil smirked sassily as he swayed his hip pulling Roman back as his own touched the wall. "I want you, Virgil. I want you so badly."

"I know, my prince. I know." Virgil ghosted his lips up to Roman's ear making Roman melt. Roman's eyes rolled back slightly as he pushed against Virgil just to keep himself standing.

"Virgil... please? Please, I need this." Virgil chuckled as he sucked Roman's neck making him moan slightly and hold on to him as his knees buckled. "Fu-.... ah." Roman bit his lip as Virgil spun them around till Roman was against the wall. 

"How is it that you've topped with everyone else... but with me, you don't even try." Roman laughed softly only to gasp as Virgil pressed against his bulge rubbing it through his pants and making him shake. "Huh, my prince?"

"I... I... just... I want you to..." Virgil's hand slipped under his pants and boxers wrapping around him just right that he literally fell into Virgil who laughed lightly. All words left him as Roman panted and moaned.

"Already crumbling away, my prince? We haven't even done anything yet." Roman only moaned in response as Virgil's fingers worked to stroke him slow but firmly. "How long have you been this needy?"

"T-T-To... long, V-V-Virgil." Roman let out a soft breath as Virgil pressed them both against the wall securely as he moved faster to get Roman off. His lips went to Roman's neck sucking and biting as he got Roman closer and closer until...

Roman moaned at his own thought biting his wrist as he tried not to move or do anything. Even in his fantasies, he was needy. He hadn't let himself do anything. It just felt wrong to touch himself to his thoughts about to man. He wouldn't let himself try anything with the real one. So he didn't even want to fantasize it really. Unfortunately, he couldn't help that much. He took another gup of his beer as he felt the tears falling down his cheeks. 

"Roman?" Roman grunted in acknowledgment watching Logan slowly walk over to the fridge to grab a sprite. "You're drinking."

"You're astute." Roman grumbled as he tried to down the rest of it only managing a few gulps before stuttering because of the burn in his throat.

"Rom..."

"Fuck off." Roman just sat there fiddling with the bottle. Logan noticed right away his eyes were dazed and glossed over. He noticed Roman's breath hitch as his hand clasped the bottle tighter. Roman bit his lip as he just stared off at nothing.

"Roman?"

"I said fu... Fuck." Roman practically poured the rest of the beer over him as he gulped the rest, of whatever managed to get into his mouth, of the bottle before fumbling and dropping it. Logan frowned as he watched it roll off the table. He sighed softly as he walked over and gently touched Roman's shoulder.

"Ro..." Roman jumped up and slammed Logan against the wall gripping his shirt tightly as he breathed the older in. "Well... We're here again." Logan just looked away as Roman chuckled in his ear. He could smell the alcohol on the man's breath and body. Roman kissed him softly on his neck making Logan's eyes narrow in concern. "Roman."

"You know Lo... There's just something about a man in a tie." Roman mumbled as he slowly started to loosen the tie Logan had on. "You look like one sexy ass teacher."

"And you are drunk." Roman laughed as he handed the tie to Logan. Even as lost as he was Logan was pleasantly surprised to see Roman was still 'aware' enough to not just drop it onto the floor. That means he might be able to get through to the younger. Logan knew something was wrong. He's seen Remus snap many times to know when someone 'gives in' to their thoughts. "Roman, do tell me what you're planning?"

"What I'm planning?" Roman yanked at Logan's pants making Logan's eyes go wide in understanding. Roman pulled away just enough to show how dilated his dulled eyes were. Yet tears still fell from them even as he smirked sexually. "What do you think I'm planning... Pet?" Logan didn't stop him. He didn't try to push him away. He just stood there with a neutral expression as Roman went back to kissing his neck. His thoughts were running a million miles an hour... going through every interaction and moment he spent with Roman including there night together. He should have noticed it then. Roman mumbled under his breath as his fingers fiddled with Logan's pants only for him to freeze.

"Roman?" His eyes went wide as that familiar voice filled his mind. His hands shook badly as images and fantasy's he's had... dreams and thoughts that plagued him ran through his mind. Logan frowned noticing how Roman went stock still. Sure he didn't particularly want to have another 'night' with Roman. But he wasn't going to stop him if Roman wasn't exactly in control of himself. He'd simply talk to the man tomorrow about it. However, Roman did stop. He froze up with extremely shaky hands. "Roman, don't you want me?" He froze up because that voice wouldn't leave him be. He froze up because it wasn't wrong. "Don't you love me?"

"Virgil?" Logan's eyes went impossibly wide as Roman stepped back in a dazed shock. "What was I... Why?" His eyes met with Logan's and he paled. "Shit. Shit... I'm sorry. I didn't... I didn't mean to..."

"It's quite alright, Roman." Logan simply put his tie back on and retucked his shirt in as Roman clearly panicked before him. "I am not upset."

"No... but I am." Roman's voice shook as he shook his head and stepped farther back. "I've got to go. I..."

"Roman, don't shut yourself out..." Roman took off running ignoring Logan calling out to him as he slapped the door shut and locked himself in his room. He slid down the wall sobbing as he held his hair tightly. "Roman!" Logan called out from the other side of the door only to frown noticing the crowd of people that slowly began to build. His eyes met with a very concerned Virgil and he sighed turning back to the door with a soft knock. "I'm here if you need me Ro. Come find me when you're ready to talk. You don't have to be alone in this."