Vent

Annoyed

Dear "best friend",
       I'm over it. I'm over you never putting in any effort. This isn't a one sided friendship. But it certainly seems that way with me being the only one who puts in all the effort every single day. It also seems that my efforts aren't working anymore because it takes you almost all day to reply to one message and most of the time you leave me on delivered or seen. It's starting to get annoying. But as I said, I'm over it. I couldn't care less if you put in the effort anymore. If you wanna talk to me, you have ways, but Ive learned not to expect anything more from you anymore. You put in zero effort after telling me you would. And I don't care anymore, whether you put in the effort or not doesn't matter to me. I'm not gonna be the one texting you first anymore. Because even then I still don't get a response anyway. So why should it matter? It's not like I'm important to you anymore. And don't come at me with those sorry ass apologizes anymore. The time for those has passed. I won't believe anything you say until I see it happen. So have fun with your life, have fun without me in it, because if things keep going this way your gonna completely forget about me soon. And we're both gonna move on, knowing it's gonna be much harder for me, I'm not gonna have a choice. But as I said, I'm over it. I'm over waiting days for a reply. I'm over not hearing from you for days. I'm over expecting any effort from you. And I'm sure as hell over waiting for you to actually put in effort. Because you have the nerve to call me your "best friend" but don't even put in an effort to keep me around. So, have fun with your life, because pretty soon I'll be gone, and I bet you won't even notice.

                              Sincerely, your "best friend", Alexander