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Bipolar

Dear readers,
           I know some of you have already caught on to how fast the tone of my writing changes. That's because I have Bipolar Disorder, and Bipolar Depression. It makes my life a living hell every day, and also makes dealing with my emotions much harder. Because by the time I realize that I'm feeling a new emotion and before I can figure out what emotion it is and explain it, I'm already feeling something else. But that's the reason my tone in writing changes so much, it's because 1) I have a lot of pent up emotions and 2) because they change faster then I can write about them. Seeing as that's how I write, how I feel in that exact moment in time, it makes writing a little harder for me. But I gotta express them somehow. I apologize if the switches are bothering anyone or are just annoying in general, but please keep in mind that I'm the one who has to deal with feeling all these emotions. But I do apologize if it's annoying. I'm not on any medication either so it sucks, but I'm doing what I can to manage and function as best as I possibly can. But that's all I mostly had to say, again I apologize if it's annoying. Thank you for your time.

                                Sincerely, your author, Alexander