Vent

Past, present, and future

Dear past, present, and future friends,
                 Your all the same in my eyes, everything you say is an empty promise. Some tell me I can go to them for anything and they will be there for me, but when I take them up on that offer they act like they never cared. You can take offense to this or no, I don't care anymore and to be honest I don't want to care. I'm tired of putting trust and faith into people only to have it thrown back in my face afterwards. You always say the same things over and over again, but never stand by your statement. Everything you say, everything you've told me, is nothing but an empty promise. I'm tired of being betrayed and taken advantage of. You would feel the same if you were in my shoes. I think all of this plays a major roll in why I feel so numb now. It's happened too many times that I already know how it's all gonna play out. That also might be what triggered my "nonverbal habit". You getting upset at me and doing anything similar does nothing but make the situation worse for one of us or both of us. If you don't believe me when I say that I guess you'll just have to find out. But I've said all that needed to be said. I'm completely numb, and I'm done.
    
                          Sincerely, your ex punching bag, Alexander