Vent

Goodbye best friend

Dear best friend,
    I can feel you forgetting me. Even though we've been through hell and back together I can feel you distancing yourself. I was probably too much for you to deal with. I know I'm annoying, and I'm sorry for having you put up with me all this time. You deserve much better than me. But that's not all I feel. I feel hurt and betrayed. Because from the beginning you told me and you promised me that you were different. You promised me that you weren't like everyone else, that you wouldn't leave me. But here we are now. You randomly disappeared from my life without a second though or even a "goodbye". I used to tell you everything, and you helped me through so much. But now I have no one to go to, because no one else cares and I don't want to bring anyone else into my mess because I don't want this to happen again. But since you left, I now have no one else in my life that understands me and the shit I deal with. You were the only one who understood me. But you left. You always told me you would never do that. But it was my mistake putting so much trust and faith in you. Because in the end, you left me, you didn't even think twice or look back. You left me here, to deal with this walk from hell and back all alone. Without even saying "goodbye"
  

                          Sincerely, your best friend, Alexander