Vent

Over complications

Dear whoever,
         I feel like I'm over complicating this whole situation. It really should be a simple choice to make, right? I wish it was that easy, but my brain doesn't know what to do because it doesn't want me to get hurt in the long run. But at the same time my brain only wants him, no one else. Just him. Because for some reason no one makes me feel the way he makes me feel. He actually makes me feel like someone loves me and like someone cares about me beyond a surface level. He understands me and he's there when I need him, he doesn't reply very fast at all, but everyone has a life they need to worry about. But now that I think about it, he probably has other people he wants to date that he talks to more often then he talks to me. Maybe I'm not as important as I think I am. What's even the point in attempting it anymore? Someone please help me.

                                       Sincerely, Alexander