Vent

Dear best friend pt3

Dear best friend,
Here's the thing, from your perspective it may not seem like is bothering me. Because I just have the skill of acting like everything is alright in my life, like it's not eating me alive that you might be tired of me. But what can you do when life is changing? I can't control your decisions or actions, I just know that I wish you the best in life and that your safe. You mean a lot to me and have played a very huge roll in my life, you have effected my life for both better and worse. It's something you might not notice but maybe you will some day. Ive also decided to put a theory to the test again, seeing as I'm always the one starting conversations and keeping them going, if I don't text you first will you even text me? Will you even put in the effort to talk to me, even if it's once throughout the entire day. Because even if it's just once it would be nice to know that your at least putting in the effort. But I'm gonna go to sleep now, in hopes that I'll be able to talk to you tomorrow.

                                        Sincerely, your friend, Alexander