Vent

Explained

Dear whoever,
       Let me explain something. For the past few weeks my family has been pretty much ignoring me, as if I don't even exist. It may not be all of them but most of them. For example, my birth giver, she has been getting a bunch of graduation gifts for my sister all week, but I asked her for some art pens and got shut down instantly and ignored. She has also been giving everyone else her attention, but me. She acts like I don't exist. And when I speak, I'm never herd. I try to get her attention and be loved the way my siblings are. But it never works, I think it just made her hate me more. In this house I feel so neglected, and my sisters comment yesterday didn't help that. When I started joking around asking about what kinds of things I talk about in my sleep, she decided to say "child. No one pays attention to you. You be talking about some bullshit." And it hit me harder then it should have. I guess because it's so true when it comes down to the way things are done here. But I just want to be treated like a normal child that is loved by his parents like his siblings are. Is that too much to ask for? I'm just so tired of being ignored and pretty much neglected.

                                        Sincerely, Alexander