"No," you yell at him, yanking your arm from his grip and walking away from him so he can't touch you again, "no, I'm not doing this anymore!"
He takes a moment to compose himself, looking around because he's worried that people will start noticing you storming away from him. He follows after you until you safely get away from the group of people at the party and catches your arm again. "Listen to me," he half whispers but you can see his eyes are on the search for people around him.
Scoffing, you push him away, "what am I going to listen to Chanyeol?" You don't care if people hear you, you're sick of behaving differently for his sake, his reputation on the line if anything was to be overheard. "Are you going to tell those girls feeling your muscles that you've been in a relationship for the better half of a year? Are you going to tell the rest of the boys that I'm your girlfriend instead of letting them be crude and disgusting when they see me?"
His silence is deafening and you groan when he looks at you with wide eyes, pleading you to wait a little longer. That's what he always says when he wants you to remain silent so that he can wait until he's out of college and then you can be out about your relationship.
"No, I'm tired of pretending," you poke him in the chest, "I'm sick of seeing other girls drool over you and you letting them, I'm done with pretending that I'm not utterly in love with you and most of all," you sigh, the truth finally coming out, "I'm tired of you being ashamed of me."
This is where he jumps in, "I'm not ashamed of you."
"Then, tell them!" You yell.
Chanyeol looks at the party in the house and hangs his head; he does love you but his reputation couldn't take the blow, he's worked too hard on it. "I can't," his words are broken and so quiet that you almost miss it over the music pumping through the yard, "I'm sorry but please-"
You don't bother to hear the rest of his pitiful begging because you're done, walking away because you can't do this anymore - you can't be with someone who cared more about their reputation than your relationship.
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Drabble Collection #2
FanfictionVarious drabbles collected from my Tumblr. May contain various drabbles if it follows a particular story arc/muse drabbles. Titles will contain: idol, group, au, M for mature Note: I no longer write mature themes for Kim Jongdae, anything mature is...