Everything he cares about is sitting at his feet as he pulls his shoes on, his duffel bag filled with items that hold nearly no memories, while you stand in the middle of the apartment with tears running down your face.
Where did everything go wrong?
Why didn't you notice the signs before this?
How could he do this to you with nothing more than a 'sorry'?
"Please," Taeyong grits his teeth, taking a deep breath to try and not cave at the way your voice breaks. "Taeyong, please. Don't leave me. I can't live without you."
"Well..." Taeyong steels his expression, looking at you without a sliver of emotion on his face. "You're going to have to." He grabs his bag, shouldering it as he remains firm in his decision.
He's leaving. It didn't matter how much you begged or pleaded, Taeyong is walking out that door and making sure you'll never see him again. He had come home, work having weighed on him a little more than usual, and announced his decision as he began to pack his bag with you asking a thousand questions that he couldn't answer.
You deserved better than him. You deserved someone who was going to cherish everything you are and provide you with a better life than he ever could. Taeyong decided that you deserved anyone that wasn't him and made that decision for you - giving you no chance to rebut him.
You can beg, plead or ask as many questions as you see fit but he's not giving you the closure that you need. No, he'll selfishly take that away from you like he is everything else because if he has to explain himself - tell you that he wasn't good for you - then he might break when he hears you tell him that he's wrong. That he is good for you. That you don't need fancy things as long as you have him.
"Talk to me."
"No."
"Why are you leaving?"
"I don't love you anymore." Those five words cut deeper than any knife ever could, killing you a little inside as you freeze and your body begins to shut down.
He didn't mean it. He said it because it was the only way you'd allow him to leave. You give him that look he had been wanting to see - but also dreading. He sees your heart breaking right before his eyes and as Taeyong turns to leave, he hears the sob leave your lips.
"Please..." Taeyong can't hear it anymore, can't take how broken you sound so he opens the door and makes a run for it.
You'll be better off, he tells himself, you deserve better.
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Drabble Collection #2
FanfictionVarious drabbles collected from my Tumblr. May contain various drabbles if it follows a particular story arc/muse drabbles. Titles will contain: idol, group, au, M for mature Note: I no longer write mature themes for Kim Jongdae, anything mature is...
