Drabble Collection #2

Kim Jongin || EXO, SuperM || AOTC!Jongin!AU

"Why would you defend him? Why would you tell me that you fucken understand where he's coming from you when he kidnapped you?!" Jongin slaps his forehead with the palm of his hand when he hears the door slam behind him. It's been difficult to adjust back to the life you had lived before everything had happened and it's like every other day, you argue about his clone.

"His life was destroyed before it even started, Jongin." You had yelled back at him, defending Kāi's actions. "You, of all people, should understand what it's like to have Red Force controlling you and hurting you until you are nothing more than a shell of your former self." Your words had slapped him hard. Not only did you sympathise with Kāi but you even had the audacity to expect Jongin to understand where his worse half was coming from.

That had been the last straw for him and he had completely lost it, telling you to leave, to run back to Kāi if you cared for him so much before teleporting out of the house. It had taken him a few minutes to calm his racing heart, to stop himself from finding Kāi and killing him but instead, he went home to apologise to you.

Only to find you leaving the second he arrived home.

Jongin sits there, mentally beating himself up over his words because he didn't mean them, he had let his anger get the better of him and it wasn't right for you to be on the receiving end. "I need to find her," he stands up, thinking about where you'd go and begins his mission to look for you.

Again.

He catches a glimpse of you walking towards the cafe that you and Jongin frequented. He's about to teleport in front of you but he stops, uncertain if that would be a wise decision.

"Y/N," he calls out, chasing after you on foot instead. You don't stop to look at him, you heard him but you aren't going to let him get away with this so easily.

This isn't the first time he's behaved like this.

"Please, wait!" He's getting closer and maybe your step falters but you don't turn to look at him. "I'm sorry," he's breathless when he catches you, gripping your arm to make you look at him. "I shouldn't have said any of that, I'm sorry I got angry like always. It's just so hard to accept that after everything he did - you forgave him."

You scoff, pulling your arm out of his grip. "I never forgave him, Jongin. I merely understand how hard it must have been for him; he wasn't created as a bad person but made into one." Jongin looks guilty and as much as you want to be over this fight, you can't keep dealing with his mood swings about this. "You need to deal with whatever issues you have about what happened." He looks at you, shocked at what you're implying. "You can't keep doing this to us, Jongin, you're only pushing me away."

"Wha-"

"You know exactly what I'm talking about," you sniff. You don't want to do this but this is the only way to fix your relationship. "I think we need to-"

Jongin kisses you before you can finish your sentence, refusing it to get that far. "I'm sorry," he whispers against your lips. "I'll do whatever you need me to do to get past this but please, please don't say it." You relent because you can hear how much he means it and because you love him enough to give him one more chance.

But only, one more chance.