Kuchh Ankahi Baatein

Shock

Sameer reached home all lost throughout the way.. he didn't even realize of how much over speeding he has done today... but now he is least bothered on all these things. He entered home and asked Ramdhari to not to disturb him for few hours as he needs to rest, he left for his room..

He closed the door and collapsed there only putting his back on door... he left with no energy to even move till bed...

Yeh sab kya tha.. Naina... what happened to her... is this the reason? voh kisi se baat nahin karti.. na hi meri taraf dekhti thi ... roj sab ke aane se pehle class mein aana.. ek hi jagah par baithe rehna.. canteen mein bhi nahin aayi.... auditorium mein bhi nahin aayi.. do din se maine usse kahin aate jaate nahin dekha... oh shit... kya isiliye Kartik usse taunt kar raha tha for her dance... isiliye Munna Pandit kartik se lad rahe the... isiliye voh donon baar baar uska itna khyal rakhte the... Preeti Swati har waqt uske saath rehti thi.. Isiliye usake akele ghar jaane se Preeti itni upset thi... oh god.. ye sab meri aankhon ke saamne tha aur mein .. mein kya kar raha tha.... mujhe uski takleef.. uske dard ka koi ehsaas nahin tha.. aur mein apni feelings ko pyar kahta hun... mein apane hi sapnon ki duniya mein itna dooba raha ki aas paas ki sachchai dikhai hi nahin di mujhe...

Reality hits him hard making his feeling guilt more... aaj mere dhakka lagne se voh gir gayi aur mein usse sirf dekhta raha.. usey uthana toh dur mein ek idiot ki tarah vahin khada raha.. voh voh mere saamne... and he cried hard thinking about his stupid act for not even helping her in that situation...

Munna Pandit reached and asked Ramdhari about him..

Ramdhari : Voh bhaiya ne kaha hai ki voh sone ja rahe hai toh unhein koi disturb na kare...

Munna got more irritated on all the happenings, "kya bakwaas hai ye? Mein dekhta hun.. yahaan hum pareshaan hai aur voh saahab so rahe hai"

Munna Pandit knocked on his door but no response... they keep on knocking when after few minutes Sameer control himself and open the door.

Munna asked concernedly looking at his face, eyes all turned red "Sameer, are you alright? Kya haal bana rakha hai... aur tu ro kyun raha tha..."

Sameer tried to avoid them, "nahin yaar voh actually mere sar mein dard tha to bas sone ja raha tha... mein kyun rounga" he tried to show himself normal avoiding their questions.

Pandit asked concernedly, "Sameer, dekh hum tere dost hai... humse bhi nahin kahega apne dil ki baat... dekh tu kuchh bhi bol par humein pata hai kuchh he jo tu chhupa raha hai... bata na yaar kya hua..."

Sameer hugged them both and cried, "voh... voh mujhe kuchh samajh nahin aa raha..."

Munna asked in confused, "kya samajh nahin aa raha.. khul ke toh bol..."

Sameer hesitantly, "voh .. voh Naina.. aaj .. voh hum donon... voh actually.. maine dekha nahin aur..."

Pandit, "yaar mujhe kuchh samajh nahin aa raha ... kya bol raha hai tu..." he offered water to him, "pehle tu paani pi phir bata theek se toh kuchh samajh bhi aaye" he was highly confused with his sudden change of behavior

Sameer after a pause, "yaar voh aaj class mein maine dekha nahin aur Naina se takra gaya... meri wajah se voh gir gayi aur phir..."

Munna surprisingly, "voh teri wajah se giri thi? Toh tu ne usaki madad kyun nahin ki... vahaan aise statue ban kar kyun khada tha..."

Pandit in anger, "Sameer aaj tu ne bahut galat kiya... usse chot lag jaati toh?"

Sameer gots more worried, "chot.....oh shit.... voh voh theek toh hai na.. maine usse uthane hi ja raha tha par achanak mere pair ke paas voh.. voh.. crutches.. mujhe kuchh samajh nahin aaya.. I got numb... matlab.." he was unable to express his confusion and feeing openly