Hold Tight |Jason McCann|

Chapter 59

| Jason |

I continued walking once I saw Damien enter the warehouse but he spotted me right away and followed me. "What was that man? The plan was perfect!" He said with a raised voice. I turned around to face him, "The plan is still on, and you're still in it" I told him sternly as I grew more angry at how annoying he could be.

"You told Sav-"

"I know what I told her, she ain't need to know about this. I need Alex dead to keep her safe, and I intend on doing that, no matter what it takes" I responded before walking away.

Tonight was the night. It had been a while since I had planned an attack, things were quiet around here and that probably was because nobody felt the need to mess with me after I killed my own father in Brazil.

If everything was executed perfectly, Alex would be dead with ease.

I know I told Savanna that her brother was not going to be involved and part of that still remained true. At first, he was going to be acting alone in luring Alex in to a place of vulnerability however, that came with risk of him fucking it up and breaking character. Alex was clever, not as clever as me but he knew when a bitch was fucking with him and Damien wasn't the best at acting- especially with somebody he hated.

I didn't trust him enough.

However, I still needed him.

I was capable of killing him quickly and easily, but I didn't want that. I wanted him to pay, I wanted him to feel every bit of guilt that he so badly needed to feel all of these years. For what he did to Savanna and for what he let me go through as a child, for choosing our father over my mother. And that is exactly what intended on doing.

Damien was going to catch Alex off guard, act as if he was going to be ending his life for what he did to Savanna when in reality, it was the complete opposite. So yes, I was still including Damien in this plan as it would not only give me closure but also him, as much as he annoyed me, I could see how badly he wanted this and after he approached me himself to ask to be a part of this, i eventually said yes.

The best was yet to come.

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"Jason, please can you try and handle this some other way? A way that doesn't include you doing it all" Savanna stood in front of me as I sat at the edge of the bed, taking out the gun from the waistband of my pants and reloading it.

"There is no other way sweetheart, I really don't want to leave here knowing you are upset with me so just understand, okay?" I said, looking up from my gun and at her as her eyes shifted from mine to the gun in my hands. I sighed, placing it behind me on the bed, out of her sight before I reached my hand out for hers. "Come here," She hesitantly took my hand and I pulled her over to me and on to my lap where she wrapped her arm around me as I placed my hand around her waist and the other on her leg.

"What are you worried about? You know this is my life"

"That doesn't mean I'm okay with you doing things like this... I just don't want anything to happen to you" She responded, her voice sounded so innocent and sad which always made things like this so hard. "Nothing will happen to me, when I get back this will all be over okay? That's why I gotta do this" I knew she understood, that's why I needed her in my life because nobody understood me the way she did. Ain't nobody ride for me the way she does and that's why I loved her ass so much.

"Don't wait up for me, go to bed and I'll be with you in the morning" She stood you along with me as I turned and picked the gun up, putting it in the waistband of my pants before I pulled my sweatshirt over top of it as usual.