✨joshua bassett and ricky bowen imagines and preference ✨

😟imagine: taking a break

this imagine will be very sad :'(

It was nice to be with someone spending time with. Especially during this summer. Going to the mall, beach, or staying up all night binge watching while cuddling with your partner.

Or even having a decent dinner with your boyfriend.

"Look, I've got us a plane ticket—" turning to Joshua who was busy fiddling with his phone.

"Joshy—" Joshua turned to you with a grin on his face.

" I heard you babe." placing his hand on yours while his thumb caressing it. The two of you agreed on talking about the vacation later.

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Later that night, you woke up by the voices at the balcony. Your arms extends on the other side of the bed, realizing Joshua wasn't there.

"I told you before we're through." your brows frown at the tone of Joshy. He sound serious,though.

"I love her and now is not the right time to talk about this—" you quickly ran to your bed when Joshua started walking inside the room.

"I can't, I can't tell her what happened." that sentence made you felt for the very first time the confusion and fear. Fear that he did something badly to break this relationship.

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"I told you Josh's not being him this couple of days. He's like hiding something." You talked to your dog. You looked like a crazy because talking to a dog because you're being filled with so many questions and doubts.

You groaned and decided to just go to the mall and chill. Finding yourself in a bookstore, bought some few books. There was this area on the bookstore where Joshua stole your first kiss.

Without even realizing, a smile forms at the corner of you cheeks. You missed being with him, it bothers you that Joshua was going home late these couple of days. You thought definitely, he's thinking about something and trying to conceal something.

Of course, you trust him with all your heart. But sometimes it just didn't seem to feel right. It feels like... You're with him, but he's not with you.

"Thank you." you thanked the staff and paid the books that you just bought. The staff groaned when you accidentally let go of the paper bag, because of seeing him.

You apologized and without even having second thoughts, you followed the guy. It felt like you stepped into something and fearing that what you've dreadfully concluded these couple of days was true.

"Hey, babe!" the guy stops at a fancy restaurant. The girl snake her arms around his, it felt like your eyes were burning as the guy sat at their table. The familiar and painful smile escapes his lips, Joshua took his black cap.

"Hey. How's your day?" Joshua mouthed and pulled his hair behind. It was hard to believe, that he would do this thing to you. With all the trust and love.

"Sorry, I was busy at—" Joshua didn't even finished his sentence when he saw you in front of their table.

It was hard to keep it all in. It was hard seeing him happy with somebody else. A lot of questions came through your mind, thinking if there's something wrong that you've done to experience this. And for the very first time, you doubted yourself because of what he did.

"Y/N? It's not—"

"What are you doing, Joshy?" not wanting to accept what you just caught.

" I can explain—" And there you saw it. The guilt surging through his eyes, you let out a cry and turn to walk away. 

How? How can he do such a thing?, you thought.

" Y/N!" Joshua pops out of nowhere in front of you, he winced seeing you crying.

" There's nothing to explain—I already saw you. With her!" Joshua frozed and you continued walking.

" It's not like that, baby. Please try to understand," Joshua tries to hold your wrist but you just glared and pulled away from him before he can touch you.

" I tried to understand you Joshy, these past days...and you just—" your shaky index finger points the fancy restaurant.

" I would never do that. I love you—" that made you stop.

"Then tell me."

" Tell you what?"

" That you would never cheat on me. Tell me, that I'm enough—my love is enough." few people were staring at the two of you, noticing how intense the situation was.

Joshua was silent those moment, you took a step closer and gripped his coat,tightly.

"Tell me please, baby." your eyes turn to his not catching yours as he kept his eyes from his sides. From the corner of his eyes, he felt his eyes watered.

" Please, Joshy." you almost begged, because you knew what His answer is.

" I-I'm sorry..." those words felt sting, you covered your mouth to try to hold the tears away.

"Y/N, I'm so sorry..." this time, Joshua grab a hold of your wrist.

"I didn't mean to hurt you. I—" his voice broke. He felt stupid for saying those, but he wasn't taking the risk to let you go and do something—

"I-I can't, Joshy. I don't want this... I have to go."

" What do you mean?"

" Let's stop this, Joshy." saying those words to him never came through your mind. Joshua's face whiten.

" What? N-No, I don't want to."

" I'm not asking for your permission—" his hands went to your cheeks, leaning towards you trying to change your mind.

" Please, just... give me another chance. " you let out a cry when his arms went around your weak shoulders.

"I'll be better. I won't screw up this time... Please j-just don't go." pushing him was like letting go all of the tight attachment from Joshua. And it breaks your heart, mostly.

" I love you Joshy... but I think I'm done."