✨joshua bassett and ricky bowen imagines and preference ✨

🙁imagine: when you can't sleep and he...

i wrote this pass midnight and im struggling to sleep. sorry xx

Joshua's eyes flutter open, when he felt a shift beside him. He was expecting your head to resting above his chest like he always made you do.

"You're still awake, Y/N?" sitting up, Joshua joins you, facing each other.

" I can't sleep, Joshy." you admitted while wiping your eyes,trying to make yourself doze to sleep.

"A nightmare?"

"No... I just can't sleep." you felt bad waking him up because he just came home from his work. Exhaustion were visible through his features.

"I'm sorry if I woke you up." you whispered, the two of you stayed like that. Joshua has his arms on your side leaning himself, so that he could regain his focus because he knew he would fall asleep not doing it.

"No it's okay."

Joshua could tell that there was something wrong.

" You can tell me anything, Y/N." he comforts, as his right hand caress your neck,lovingly.

"I've been trying to fall asleep, but I can't."

"And... I don't know Joshy." there was a hint of hesitance in your voice, trying to form the words.

"Y/N, come here." Joshua envelopes you in a tight hug and rests you gently in the bed trying to help you to fall asleep.

" I love you... Y/N. I love you. So. So. Much." he hummed in his arms, Joshua smiles as he sang.

Feeling of uneasiness and fear forms at the pit of your stomach, thinking of what might happen if you tell him about the possible reason that kept you up all night.

"What if it's because he's exhausting me out?" Joshua frowned at what you said. You've thought about this-

"What are you—"

"I think that I'm pregnant, Joshy."

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Joshua insisted that he's going to buy some pt in the near drug store. You waited for his comeback while staring at the mirror.

You haven't even experiencing the signs-like morning sickness and such.

But it's possible, you thought.

Just in time, feeling a bit lightheaded, you ran to the bathroom and feeling like you were about to throw up. Joshua entered the bathroom and handed you a glass of water.

"Do you want to go to the hospital?" Joshua was worried, seeing you unwell and all. But there's something about your state, that completely woke him up this pass midnight.

"I'll wait outside, Y/N." a weary smile escapes your lips. He press a kiss to your forehead and assured you with his genuine smile before leaving the room.

You were nervous about the result. The two of you didn't even plan about it this... but this happened.

What about his career?

That question quickly pops in your head, making you feel to throw up even more.

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Joshua continues to bite his nails as he wait for you to come outside. Snapping him through his train of thoughts, you made your way out the bathroom holding the object.

You didn't even know if the long silence coming from him is because of disappointment or the other when you handed him the object.

"I'm sorry..." you're eyes were bloodshot from crying in the bathroom.

Joshua snaps his head toward you. But suddenly, an unexpected short and sonorous cry came from his mouth.

"Y/N, you're preg—"

"I'm so sorry, Joshy. I-"you didn't know what to do after that when- Joshua interrupted you by placing a kiss to your lips, it was a forceful but yet a kiss with full of love.

"I'm so so happy." you couldn't help but take few breathes remembering that you need to breathe.

You let out a cry, hugging Joshua.

"Y/N... Why do you look sad?" there was a hint of pain through his voice. The kind of pain that breaks your heart.

"I-I thought... You don't want him." you continued crying while Joshua lips widen from a smile.

"Never, in my life I wouldn't want this. Y/N... You make me so happy. I love you, so much."