✨joshua bassett and ricky bowen imagines and preference ✨

💥imagine: crash and burn

requested by ayla200
💛💛 thank you for the wait and giving this idea.

"I'm going live, Nadia!" your boyfriend excitedly went through your phone. You bearly open your eyes due to tiredness of working all night, editing your vlog.

"Hey, Joshy's here. Surprise live on instagram." Joshua lean on the headboard of your bed.

"Look who's still sleeping," Joshua let out a giggle of how cute your reaction when he placed a kiss on your shoulder and cheek.

"Nadia just finished her work-and it's all finished and." he tuck you inside your blanket, making you comfortable.

Joshua frowned when he saw a particular comment.

"Guess who we caught going out date yesterday? Nadia. " Joshua was about to block the user but curiosity dominated him and checked the account.

"She's nothing but fake and going out with her ex while dating Joshua Bassett." quickly, he deleted the comment and blocked the user.

But before he could block the user, Joshua found himself scrolling on the direct message that the user just sent.

Joshua turn to your sleeping state, his heart sinking when he saw a pic of you and your ex.

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"Joshua, can you help me untie this?" you struggled trying to open a package that was just delivered to you.

"Secret admirer?" he snaps, making you roll your eyes.

"It's from the fans." you implied, calling for Joshua's name. Instead of helping you he went inside your bedroom.

"Is something wrong?" you could smell that he's bothered by something or someone.

"Nothing, it's just-I want to rest."

"Tell me, you know I'm here for you." you tried to interlock your hand with his, at some point you felt your chest ache when he yank his hand away.

The two of you went silent after how he reacted. Joshua has this look on his face that shows that he don't want to talk-you constraint yourself and left him.

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You feverishly open the anonymous package, you tried to ignore that your boyfriend is not on the mood and all.

"Why is this so hard to open?!" you groaned in frustration. You could feel Joshua's arms went around your waist, placing soft trails of kisses on your neck.

"I'm sorry of how I reacted earlier-" he wasn't able to finish what he's saying when a familiar stuffed toy welcome you and Joshua when you opened the box.

"So, you're really seeing you're ex."

"What the... I'm not!" you followed him.

" It's totally okay for me if you just tell me the truth for once, Nadia."

" Look, there's nothing going on between him and me." your hand held Joshua's, but then again he pocketed his two hands.

"Why is it so hard for you to believe me?"

His gaze met yours, disappointment and betrayal visible through his brown eyes.

"Because you love him."

"Joshua, what are you even saying-"

" Maybe, I should go." Joshua could feel his heart beating twice faster than before.

"Don't do this and just tell me what's wrong." you persisted.

"I don't think it's healthy for us to have this relationship when you haven't moved on with your ex, Nadia."

" I have moved on!"

" It doesn't look like it! You're seeing him behind my back and I saw the look on your face when you opened that box and see that damn teddy bear that reminds you of him! "

" Joshua-"

" I can't believe that you're no-"

" Fine! Think whatever you want to think. But don't you ever think that I didn't love you because I frustratingly do! "Joshua paused when you exploded on that very moment.

" If you want to go, then go. " you regretted saying that when he actually did left.

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You wallow on your couch, crying your heart out after what happened. You've got no word coming from him and it's been three days since the two of you broke up.

" Your dad really messed things up, huh?" yu said to Franklin and sighed. Pushing him to his Joshua's things.

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" Joshua, I'm really sorry." Olivia apologized.

"Just leave, Olivia." he finished, she was about to approach him when he grabbed his things and left the studio.

He heard the staff calling out for him, but he ignored them and headed to your house.

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" Coming!" you said while sneezing and wiping the tears away.

" What're you doing here?" you were tired of everything that has been going on between you and Joshua.

" Nadia, let me explain. Please."

" Let me guess, no." Joshua swiftly ducked his way inside your house.

"I know I've been a jerk-"

"You're a jerk, Joshy. You shouldn't be surprised about that." crossing your arms in front of you. Then, Joshua heart stopped after seeing your eyes.

Too many tears that has been shed with such pain that Joshua has done.

"I-I'm sorry... I should've known better."

"It doesn't matter now, Joshua."

Joshua was afraid of approaching you but his heart told him to hold you tightly and pour his heart on you.

"It does... And I'm sorry, Nadia."

" Don't." you looked down, pulling yourself away from him. But the thing is, your body couldn't.

"I'm sorry if I assumed that you haven't-" he utter between your kiss.

" I'm sorry too... for letting you leave." You kissed the corner of his lips, as he continued brushing his lips against yours and next to your cheeks. His touch trails through your arms, wanting you and pulling you in a hug.