✨joshua bassett and ricky bowen imagines and preference ✨

😭imagine: last day w him and...

part two of  😭imagine: last day w him.

It has been months since you came by to this particular coffee shop. There's something about it that made you feel... home.

"Can I get you something?" the waiter asks.

"One coffee, please."

It was hard dealing everything that happened last year, you thought.

"Hey, I'm sorry. I'm late."

But everything has its own end.

His hazel brown eyes met yours, unprepared.

"Hey, Joshy." he took a seat in front of you.

It feels like yesterday. But of course, you still have to move forward.

"So, how's Olivia?" Joshua looks down and nodded.

"She's fine, busy trying to be healthy for the incoming month."

"That's great, congratulations for the two of you." you said with a smile while holding your empty cup.

"Olivia asked me if you want to be her godmother?"

"Really? Sure why not?!" you answered, excitedly. But it died down making the silence makes an entrance.

"Y/N, how about you? How's going?"

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There's nothing you could do if your relationship is deemed to end.

Even though, how hard you try to hold it up altogether.

"It's really nice to hear that your pursuing your dreams." Joshua thoughtfully utter as he held your hand.

"It's just... Everything changed. I just woke up realizing that I wanted to do something that I love." trying to shove the awkward silence between the two of you.

But of course, that silence always lingers as the two of you strolls at the park. You felt him nudge your shoulder playfully, with a sweet smile place on his lips.

It was that smile.

Quickly, averting your gaze away. Joshua called after you.

"I'm sorry..." Joshua murmurs making you turn to him.

"For what?" Joshua looks at the ground.

"Hey—what you did—"

"I'm sorry for what I've done." you bit your lower lip, you knew that this day would come. That he would stand in front of you asking for forgiveness.

"Joshy don't—"

" The reason why I meet up with you is because I owe you an apology." Joshua's ears became all red trying to prevent the tears to come.

" I didn't kept my promise."

"Promise are meant to be broken, Joshy. You and I both know that." you truthfully answered that  Joshua felt that guilt again.

" Maybe..." you started as you pause in front of him.

"Joshy, I thought of our breakup before as something that you despicably and selfish thing to do. But,"

"I've come to realize that—maybe we're not just meant to be?" you tried not to let out a chuckle at how cliche you said that phrase.

"Along the process, while thinking why you did what you did— I'm not gonna lie it didn't hurt, but thinking about it from now I've come to realize that we're better way off from each other." Joshua's eyes stayed on yours, his expression were unreadable.

" Look, you've got your career going fantastic and starting to have a family. While me, pursuing my dreams and passion and trying to be the better. " you didn't expect a tear came escapes your cheeks as you spoke. Joshua was about to held you but you shook your head.

" Maybe our love for each other that kept us from being the better person we are right now. "

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" I'm glad you allowed me to meet up with you, Y/N." Joshua caress your hand.

"I'm glad too, Joshy." you sat at the parking ground, you and Joshua were waiting for a friend to be picked up.

"Can I ask you one question?" Joshua blurted out of the blue.

"What if we didn't breakup?"

"I don't think we'll be as happy as we are now." you two waited, holding each other's hands making every minutes out of it. Sad smile place in both lips remembering the moments that you two spent.