✨joshua bassett and ricky bowen imagines and preference ✨

🥺imagine: shoulder to lean on

" Seriously? It's not you, it's me? You should've come up with a better—"

"Y/N, I can't do this anymore." you couldn't even believe that your boyfriend is breaking up wit you out of the blue.

" W-Why?" you're afraid on asking but it bothered you much.

"I don't know. But I know you feel it too—"

"This is nonsense—"

"The no conversation, no touching or... feeling anything from me at all." letting out an unbelievable sigh, facing your side trying to hold the tears.

" We both knew that our relationships will fail." that made you push to the limit. He felt his cheeks burned after your hand met his.

" Damn you! " you couldn't hold back the tears anymore and runaway where you can no longer see him. You were heartbroken.

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You were devastated after your breakup with your boyfriend. Ex boyfriend. Locking yourself inside your room, darkness filled you  both inside and outside.

" Honey, come on. Let's eat, you've barely eaten for three days." you heard your mom called out, trying to come out of your room.

You closed your eyes trying to fall to sleep. But of course you couldn't after the nightmares you've been experiencing during night.

It was your first heartbreak, and it is really hard to cope with. You're trying so hard to move forward but couldn't.

" Y/N...?" Joshua's voice filled your room, sighing tiredly you leaned to your bed stand.

"What are you doing here?" he occupied the space to your side and rest his back on the bed stand. He kept his eyes grounded unable to see your state.

"I just want to stop by."

"It's almost late, Joshy. Your mom would be worried—" Joshua notices the eagerness of trying to get rid off him. Pulling the blanket sheets above him, and then turning to you.

"Eager to get rid off me?" he raised his right brow, he tried his best not to wince at how you look. You look tired and restless. And most of all, broken and vulnerability could see through your eyes.

"Well, I figured. You won't be easy to get rid off my life." you rest your head to your arm while lying down your bed. You just wanted everything to go back the way they should be, where there's no pain or any memories remind you of your ex boyfriend.

"Y/N? Are you sleeping?" Joshua mumbles, you could feel him gazing through your back while the two of you resting on the same bed.

" Hmm?"

" You okay?" you gulped trying not to cry, because you were so tired of crying so hard. Joshua and you stayed like that, no one was interrupting the silence.

Assuming that Joshua beside you already drifted to sleep, heaving a shaky and weak breath, tears were falling now.

"Y/N, come here..." Joshua wrapped his wrist to yours and spun you so that you can face him.

There was something through Joshua's expression when his eyes observe your red ones.

"You know you can tell me anything. Even if—"

"But you'll get hurt too." Joshua smiled sadly and pinch your nose childishly.

"Silly you Y/N. You're the one who's getting hurt and you're worried about me?"

"You know what I'm talking about." you whispered, his fingertips lightly touches cheeks. Joshua confessed his feelings for you before, but you couldn't accept it.

"Still didn't get why you rejected me. But that doesn't matter now," Joshua felt a shiver when your hand gently brushes his wrist.

" Just tell me... It helps. " Joshua reassured. Hugging Joshua's waist, you let out a cry.

"I'll be your shoulder to lean on... I'm here. Always."