✨joshua bassett and ricky bowen imagines and preference ✨

🌧️imagine: leaving everything behind.

how are you guys? i just want to check if y'all guys are alright and i hope y'all doing fine😊

Joshua take a deep and long breath before going inside your place.

Expecting you to be home, his eyes fell on your luggage placed on the bed. You were grabbing all of your clothes inside the closet,leaving his clothes, lonely and dim.

"Y/N? You're not—" he was unable to finish his sentence when you set all of your things inside the luggage.

"Y/N, let's be rational about this."

"You don't need to explain, Joshy. The girl on your phone explained everything." you gritted through your teeth.

"We were just preparing for the next season." Joshua defended, his hands holding some of your clothes setting it far away from the luggage.

" You must be pissing me. Kissing your co-star for an unknown reason—"

" We were just rehearsing the script!" he yelled, making you gape at him.

" The more you tried to get out of this issue with a stupid reason, Joshua makes me realize that there's more to it."

"There's more behind that kiss. " Joshua froze after those words came out of your mouth.

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For the second time, you set all of your things. Joshua was about to take it, but you were quick enough to close your luggage bag.

" Y/N, don't do this. "

" I was wrong alright, I get it." he utter frantically while getting in front of you. You could hear the impatience and fear lingering through his voice as he continues.

" Y/N, please just understand me."

"I did try to understand you." you pressed, tears daring to fall on your cheeks.

You gulped, feeling the pain in your chest not residing or even fading.

"I made myself look like a fool for understanding you and look how this  ended up."

" You know you can tell me about the kiss sooner."

"I'm sorry—I-I was scared—" Joshua tried to reach out.

"To hell with that reason!" you snapped, gripping your luggage tightly.

"Tell me... was there a moment between you and Olivia, or there was not? Tell me the truth."

"Y/N, you know that I love you—" and on that very moment you knew.

Before you knew it tears starting coming from your eyes, falling uncontrollably.

" You should've said yes, Joshua." you breathe, as you pushed him away from you and Joshua knew that he messed up this time.

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" Thank you." you thanked the lady on the counter as you tightly held your passport.

You were planning on leaving, going to a different country. Because what your boyfriend just did was unspeakable.

You were staying your best friend's house, what surprised you is that Joshua was standing in front of your best friend house soaking wet.

"Y/N, I'm sorry." he followed you as you were about to open your best friend's front door. But stupidly, you remember that your best friend were gonna be home late tonight.

"J-Just stop this, Joshua."

"Baby, just give me another chance—"

" And what? You'll screw me again?" you saw Joshua's hurt expression after what you said.

"No..." He breathes, looking down feeling that he deserves more of those hurtful words.

" I know I've hurt you...and I—"

" You love her." after the days you've been denying about it,you find it funny how that realization became a joke on you.

" I do not. " you shook your head, not wanting to argue about it.

" You just haven't realized it. Yet. "

" Come on—"

" Joshua, we can't be. Anymore, because I'm leaving."

"What—Wait, when?" he was taken aback.

"Don't make this harder. Because you were the one who ruined us." not wanting to talk to him anymore, you walked out, wet rain pours your clothes.

But then someone prevents you, clinging onto your waist.

"Joshua, let me go." you're eyes were burning as he pleaded.

"We promised each other that we would marry—" Joshua shook his head, his arms still around your waist, his knees feeling the burn from the jeans he's wearing as he kneels.

" You should go. I'm tired—"

" Listen, Y/N I'll fix us. There's gotta be another way. " seeing him crying and sobbing made you gulp.

" I can't..."

"Please, please, please..."

"I missed this arms, smile and your heart." Joshua placed his hand to your chest, trying to lean for a forgivable kiss.

"I've missed you too..."

But you shook your head, pushing him away from your grasp. He longs for you, wanted to reach out for you.

"I can't. I loved you, Joshua. But what you did made my world stop."

"And I don't want that to happen to me again."

"Y/N, please." he begged.

" Joshua let me go because I've already let you go. " with that Joshua already knew that he couldn't change your mind after what you said.