𝐧𝐢𝐫𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐚 | 𝐥𝐣𝐡✓

THIRTY

seungcheol called the boys for a group meeting that night, and now they were all on the living room. some were on the couch whilst some were on the ground. he called everyone but soonha.

seungcheol cleered his throat before speaking. "alright, i have two reasons why i called everyone except for soonha. first, its about the dance hall at the school and second," he paused, and glanced at jihoon. "is about jihoon and soonha."

"what would you like to hear first?" seungcheol asked. "we should go with the first one before going to jihoon and soonhas issues." jeonghan suggested, and most of them agreed.

"alright. good news is, sir kim seokjin allowed us to use the dance hall for our practice for the upcoming talent show."

"whens the talent show again?" chan asked. "two more months left, its enough to prepare ourselves."

"exams are nearing, maybe next next week?" joshua suddenly said, causing most of the boys to groan. "oh dont remind me about that." mingyu sulked.

joshua chuckled. "lucky for us,were done with examinations." seungcheol said.

"alright back to the talent show... hoshi you got the dance ready?"

"yep! only a few more parts empty, and i was about to ask junhui and the others if it would be alright to help me choreograph the remaining empty parts."

"sure bro, we got your back." junhui said, raising his finger gun at soonyoung."okay, since examinations are nearing, lets start the practice next next next week."

"now, jihoon and soonhas issue." jihoon sighed, knowing that hell get another scold or whatever from seungcheol. "you should apologize."

jihoon sighed again, and ran his hand through his hair. "im trying too, but all she do is ignore me. and now even rachels ignoring me." he scrunched up his face.

seungcheol and the others rose a brow. "when did you even tried to apologize?" just then, soonyoungs face lit up. "ooooh so thats why you came to my room in the middle of the night that day."

everyone was confused, except for jihoon and soonyoung. "wait wait wait, what information did we missed?" seungkwan asked. soonyoung gestured jihoon. "he suddenly came to my room last night saying that soonha didnt looked alright. i was honestly surprised that he was so kind it scared me."

and now the boys were surprised, and jihoon could feel his ears turn pink in embarrassment. "what exactly happened though?" seokmin asked.

soonyoung gestured jihoon. "i dont know the whole story, jihoon should explain." and now, the boys were all staring at jihoon. jihoon pursed his lips, before speaking.

"i woke up in the middle of the night last night and i felt thirsty so i went downstairs to grab a cup of water but i saw soonha taking out one milk box. then i started to say im sorry but she would believe me, so she left." he shrugged his shoulders.

"ah is that way soonyoung was sleeping with soonha earlier this morning?" jeonghan said. soonyoung nodded his head as an answer. "alright, but still, jihoon you should really apologize."

"yes you should or i will kill you." soonyoung said, squinting his already small eyes at jihoon. "what you did was so not cool, not gonna lie." wonwoo said, shaking his head.

minghao, mingyu and junhui nodded in agreement. "yeah, it was actually the first time i saw her showing her emotions. you mustve triggered somethig inside her."

"of course it triggered her, our family is a sensitive topic." soonyoung said. "but is it true? does noona really get abused by your mom?" seungkwan asked.

soonyoung pursed his lips, and gripped on his jeans tightly. he had never opened up to them about his family, because just like what he said its a very sensitive topic. "......yeah." he said in a small voice.

the boys' eyes soften, and seungcheol patted his back. "have you tried er... reporting your mom to the police?" seungcheol asked, but soonyoung shook his head. "ha didnt wanted to, she doesnt want mom to go to jail for some reason."

"this is serious, you suould talk to her about this."

"i try, but all she says is that she dont want to talk about this."

soonha sighed, increasing the volume on her phone that was connected on the speaker so she wouldnt hear the conversation the boys were having.

she was on her balcony, elbows on the railing and her phone in hand. the speaker was on the ground, and lofi music was playing again.

the song she was humming to finally ended, and a new song started to play. [del: its the one that i placed at the top lol]

the familiar tune filled the balcony, and soonha almost felt she was back at her old country.

"Ako'y sayo ikaw ay akin."
You are mine and I am yours.

she hummed the first line, even though she wanted to sing the first line. the song brought back memories back on her old country, with cyril, wih loren.

"Ganda mo sa paningin."
You are beautiful in my eyes.

soonha hummed again.

"Ako ngayo'y nag-iisa."
Right now I am alone.

ah yes, right now indeed she was alone.

"Sana ay tabihan na."
I wish you were here by my side.

she does wish someone was beside her. but that person she wish that was beside her was long gone, and that made her sad again.

"Sa ilalim ng puting ilaw."
Under the white light

"Sa dilaw na buwan."
In the yellow moon

"Pakinggan mo ang aking sigaw."
Hear me shout

"Sa dilaw na buwan."
On the yellow moon.

she sang the chorus softly, eyes staringat the bright moon. she continued to hum, until the somg finished.

she glanced at her music playlist, confused on how that song came to her lofi music playlist. then shrugged, maybe she accidentally added it.

she hadnt listened for that song in months, she usually would hear/play that song when shes with cyril or loren, sometimes when they drag her to eman's house to hang out.

she was about to pick another random song, when she heard someone knock on the door.

"soonha dinner's ready!"

scoups and hoshi's hit the road made me go :(