𝐧𝐢𝐫𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐚 | 𝐥𝐣𝐡✓

SEVENTY THREE

soonha was running on the dark. she didnt know why she was running, nor could she see anything.

but she felt scared, she felt like she was being chased by a monster. a monster she wouldn't like to see again.

suddenly, a pair of hands gripped on soonha's feet, preventing her from running. the hands started to drag her backwards, making her fall to the ground, stomach first.

"n-no!" she shouted, as she tried to kick, but it was useless. she yelled, fully knowing that she didn't want to go back.

for the monster was there.

suddenly, the pair of hands stopped dragging her, but they still didn't let go, and gripped on soonha's ankle tighter than ever.

"my my look who we have here," the monster said, smirking as it stood infront of soonha.

soonha whimpered, as she got up from the floor- or whatever was below her. the hands gripping on her ankle dug their nails on her skin, making blood ooze out of her milky white skin.

the monster hissed, before making its way towards soonha who cowered back in fear. "you fucking murderer. you killed my husband and now you killed my precious and lovely son?!" the monster yelled in anger, and started to grab soonha's hair.

"m-mama i-im sorry! i-i didn't m-mean to!" soonha cried in pain, as she tried to pry her mother's hands off her hair. but the monster only gripped it tighter, making soonha cry a waterfall.

"you killed my husband! you killed my son! they don't deserve to die you fucking brat! you weren't supposed to be in our family in the first place! i should've just aborted you!" she yelled again, but this time, she let go of soonha who was crying in between heavy breaths.

"and because of that," the monster paused, as a knife suddenly appeared on her hand, as she gaze at it with a devilish. grin."i will kill someone you love too."

jihoon suddenly appeared, and the monster quickly wrap an arm around jihoon's shoulder while he faced soonha.

soonha's eyes widened, as she tried to run, but the hands pulled her back, causing her to fall again on the ground.

"j-jihoon!" soonha yelled, watching as her mother place the knife in jihoon's neck threatingly. jihoon's breath hitched, as he tried to squirm.

"soonha help!" jihoon yelled in fear, making soonha try and stand up again. but the hands didn't allowed her, and instead, dragged her away from the monster and jihoon.

"jihoon!"

"soonha!" soonha quickly opened her eyes, to see that she was surrounded by the boys all looking at her worriedly.

she started to panic, her hands shaking in feat as she started to hyperventilate. "i- i can't breathe." she said, as she started to feel dizzy.

and because of that, most of the boys were kicked out of soonha's room, until only jihoon and seungcheol were there.

but once her eyes landed on jihoon, she widened her eyes and hugged him tightly, burrying her face on his chest. "jihoon! you- you're here!" she stuttered, and started to cry while gripping on his shirt tightly.

jihoom was taken aback, but he wrapped his arms around her protectively, and started to rub her back up and down. "soonha-"

but he was cut off when soonha pulled away, and cupped jihoon's face and started to check his neck to see if there was any bruise.

she sighed in relief, once she saw nothing and hugged him again. "you're- you're okay." she mumbled, calming down a little bit.

jihoon craned his neck to the side, about to say something to seungcheol but he frowned when it was just him and soonha.

hyung must've left us, he thought and pulled away from the hug. he sat down beside soonha, and started to wipe the tears out of her face.

"you want to talk about the nightmare?" he asked softly, and continued to wipe the tears out of her eyes.

soonha sniffed, before shaking her head. "i'm a murderer." she mumbled, as her hands started to shake again.

jihoon frowned when he heard what she said, before shaking his head. "what are you saying, jagi? you aren't a murderer-"

"i killed papa.. and now.. i killed soonyoung." she cried, as tears started to flood out of her eyes again.

jihoom shake his head and pulled her to a hug again, and started to stroke her hair softly. "you didnt killed your papa nor soonyoung okay? it was an accident. and soonyoung is perfectly fine, he's alive, he's in the hospital, recovering." jihoon wisphered reassuringly, and let soonha stain his shirt with her tears.

"if i didn't crossed the road, papa wouldn't have died. if i could've looked before i crossed, papa wouldn't have died." she mumbled, still convinced that she killed her dad.

jihoon sighed softly. "yes, soonha. you could've done that, but everything had happened, you couldn't change it anymore, because it happened already. but it wasnt your fault, because it was an accident. okay?" jihoon said, pulling away again and started to wipe her tears again.

soonha sniffed, and wiped her tears away too. "sorry for ruining your shirt.." she said. jihoom shook his head. "it's fine, i dont care about it anyway."

"is noona okay now?" the door opened, as chan's head popped in the doorway. minghao's head popped above chan's head too, peeking inside curiously.

"yeah i'm fine now." and by that, chan kicked the door opened and launched towards soonha and pulled her to a tight hug.

"i'm glad you're fine noona! i dont like it when pretty girls cry." he said, making jihoon hiss and separate them. "she's mine back off." he said, glaring at the younger.

chan let out a hearty laugh, while minghao smirked. "oooooh would you look at that, shorty over here is jealous huh."

"i'm not jealous." jihoon huffed, face turning red in embarrassment. soonha chuckled, and sniffed before poking his cheek. "yeah then ill date chan."

jihoon widened his eyes, watching as chan happily hug soonha. "yay i'm noona's boyfriend!" chan teased, sticking his tongue out at jihoon.

soonha chuckled, and watched as jihoon separate them once again. "alright fine in jealous! now be my girlfriend!"

"no."

now i noticed that all of my chapters are so short.