𝐧𝐢𝐫𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐚 | 𝐥𝐣𝐡✓

SEVENTY ONE

soonyoung slowly opened his eyes, feeling his body ache, to the fact that he can't even move.

"soonyoung!" he heard someone called out for him faintly, and using all his remaining strength, he craned his neck to the side to see soonha.

soonha tripped a few times on her way to soonyoung, due to her wobbly legs. she cried once she saw soonyoung looking at her.

"don't leave me please." she cried, holding soonyoung's hand tightly. "don't leave me please, don't leave me like how p-papa did." she sobbed.

soonyoung just smiled weakly, and weakly squeezed soonha's hand, making her cry even more. "dont cry, soonha. im fine."

"you're not fine." she said, breathing heavily. "why did you even do it?! it was supposed to be me! me!" she shouted, pointing at herself.

soonyoung slowly raise his other arm, and wiped the tears away from soonha's face. "don't cry, soonha. ill be fine. i promise. i did it, because i love you." he mumbled smiling weakly again.

"i-i love you too." soonha said, and wiped her tears away. "d-dont leave me. okay?" she asked shakily, but before soonyoung could even answer.

he lost consciousness.

his hand felt cold and his eyes was closed. the smile left his face, and instead, it formed into a thin line.

"soonyoung!" she yelled again, crying as she held his hand tighter. "soonyoung wake up!" she said.

just then, a familiar noise coming from the ambulance covered soonha's loud sobs, and she was separated from soonyoung.

but soonha wouldn't budge, she wouldn't let go of his hand, so Jihoon and wonwoo had to separate her from him.

"slowly." jihoon mumbled, as he helped soonha get inside the ambulance with seungcheol and jeonghan.

the other boys said they'll just catch up with the ambulance, so they had to go back to the school for the car.

jihoon slowly rubbed soonha's back, trying to comfort her. but she wouldn't listen, she kept crying and crying, saying that it was her fault.

"let me in!" soonha shouted, as she tried to walk past the nurses that was blocking her way. "i'm sorry but only-"

"i don't fucking care! let me in! my brother is in there!" she yelled, as she tried to push them, but luckily, jihoon quickly held her back.

"soonha, calm down. you heard them, it's off limits. let's just wait here okay? i promise soonyoung will be alright." jihoon said softly, and pulled her to a hug.

soonha cried again, as jihoon gently stroke her head, calming her down a little. "let's sit okay?" jihoon asked softly, and soonha nodded.

the both of them sat down beside seungcheol and jeonghan, who was comforting their leader.

"it's my fault im sorry." soonha mumbled, looking down on her hands with was slightly covered in soonyoung's dried blood.

her hands started to shake, the guilt slowly eating her up. "it's all my fault." she mumbled again.

jihoon sighed, before slowly turning her head to face him. "soonha look at me." he said, when soonha kept looking at her hands.

"soonha." he called out again, but soonha didnt listened. jihoon sighed, before slowly interlocking both of his hands to soonha's.

"it wasnt your fault, okay? it was an accident." he said softly, gently squeezing her hands. soonha sniffed. "but- but-"

"no buts." he said firmly, and standing up, hands still interlocked together. "now come on, let's fix yourself." he said, releasing on of her hand and helping her get up.

jihoon dragged him to the girl's restroom. he opened it first to check if someone was there, but luckily, no one isn't.

he opened the door and pulled soonha inside, and dragging her to one of the sink. jihoon turned on the faucet, and grabbed soonha's hand and started to wash her hand clean.

when he was finished, he took out a handkerchief from his pocket and soaked it in water. before squeezing the water out and turning soonha to face him.

he quietly started to wipe the dry tears on her cheeks, while soonha just closed her eyes, feeling the cold sensation on her skin.

once jihoon was done, he placed the wet handkerchief on the sink for a while and turned soonha around, so in that way, soonha's back was facing him.

he untied the messy bun on soonha's hair, and started to comb it gently with his hand before tying it to a ponytail.

he turned her around once again, and noticed that her shirt was stained with blood. he sighed, before taking off his hoodie and handing it to her. "change to this."

"no it's okay-"

"soonha, change into this please?" he asked, pouting a little bit for her. she gave up, and took the hoodie from jihoon.

he waited for her outside the loo, and after a few minutes, soonha came out. jihoon smiled when he saw how small and tiny she was on his oversize hoodie.

he smashed her cheeks with his hand, and scrunching up his nose cutely. "you're so cute and tiny." he said, giggling a little bit.

somehow that giggle made soonha smile a little bit, so she chuckled and pushed jihoon away. "let's go back."

i'm sorry don't hate me please hshshshshs + this chapter is so short

AND ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOSHI IM SORRY