Don't leave

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K.Doyoung
Don't leave
Word count: 1203
Angsts; with happy ending
Requested by TylerWaffles hope you like it💕

Y/N's POV

Everywhere you see it happening. Couples breaking up, divorcing, people who're not happy in their relationship. They end up alone until they find their next big love. It's a fear of mine, ending up alone, being left, having no future with people around to love and who love me back. No happy marriage and a start of a family, it's somehow terrifying me. Even though you don't always have to marry or start early with kids, I know that but it's something I really want. Just to get rid of the fear, it's selfish most people'd say. But I don't think so, I never really took care of myself like I should.

"Doyoung, sweetie." I walk to him and hug him from behind. I always give him hints about wanting to marry or start a family. But he doesn't get the hints, or he doesn't want to understand them. "What's up?" He asks. "My friend told me she's pregnant. Isn't it cute? Can you already see it, a mini version of us. What do you think?" He doesn't look at me, still focused on his screen. "Great for your friend, but I don't have time now." He'd always say that. No time, too busy with work, we don't have the income to take a next step, we're too young. It's always something. Lately it's really been freaking me out. All of my friends are already married or are starting a family, my siblings are even married and they're younger than I am.

What if he doesn't want to take a next step because he doesn't like me that much anymore? He's planning on breaking up, that's why he doesn't want to go further. All different questions and scenarios going through my mind. He doesn't like me anymore. Doyoung's going to leave me, I'll be alone again. After 3 years he's just going to leave me. I walked out of the room to get a glass of water. I'm just making conclusions, it's not real. He won't leave, right? I try calming down. "Babe, what do you want to eat? I'll cook but I first need to go grocery shopping." Doyoung tells me. "Surprise me." He nods. "Wait." I stop him from walking out the door. "I love you." I kiss him. "Love you too."

Once he was gone, I went back to his computer. When I walked in earlier he was quick with opening new pages of other sites. I shouldn't be spying on him, I can trust him. I hesitate to look. But I need to know. Better know it now that he wants to leave me then over a month or something. I opened and looked at the screen. "He's been looking for a house." I said to myself. He wants to move out, I was right. He doesn't want to be here with me. His phone was still on the table, he received a massage. "Isn't it sad to leave that place after 3 years? So many memories." So he does want to leave. I start panicking again, what do I do now? Tell him I know? Kick him out myself?


Doyoung's POV

I wanted to take my phone, to see what I need from the grocery store. I realised I don't have it, it's still at home. Guess I have to take with me what I think we need. "Doyoung, hey." It was Johnny. "Why don't you react on my texts?" He asks. "I forgot my phone at home." I tell him. "Let's hope y/n doesn't see it, or there's no surprise anymore. But are you buying the house now or not?" He asks me. "I'm not sure, I've already seen it and it's big and nice. But it's so different from the apartment now." I said. "You do need to make a choice before it's sold to someone else." I nod acknowledging what he said.

"I mean if you soon want to make a next step in the relationship then I guess it's the best to buy it. There's not enough space in the apartment for a little kid running around." Hearing all this made me really think. I have to buy it. So y/n can make her dreams come true. "I'm gonna do it once I get home." I tell him. "Really? That's great! So amazing how you 2 love each other so much, it's so cute!" We said our goodbyes once I had all the groceries. I quickly need to get home, I don't want the house to be sold already. It's perfect for us, I want our future to be there.

I got home and put the bags on the kitchen counter. I don't want to lose any more time and get to my computer. The screen shows the house, but how? Did y/n see it already? "Babe, where are you?" I asked loudly enough. Quiet sobs coming from our bedroom. "Y/n? What happened? Your hand is bleeding. Let me clean that up." She refused to come with me. "Let go of me!" She yells. I've never seen her like this. I take the first aid kit. "Let me clean the wound please. Y/n, please." It's heartbreaking, seeing her like this. What got her this far? All the crying and yelling. After I took care of her hand I brought her to the couch and gave her a blanket.

"Why's there a glass shattered on the ground and a luggage opened with my clothes? Did I do something wrong? Can you please tell Why you're so sad and mad at me?" I asked her. "Y-you want to leave me! You don't like me a-anymore! You're breaking up with me! I know it!" She cried out. It almost makes me cry as well. How could she think that I'd leave her? "Y/n, I'm not breaking up. I'm not leaving, I love you too much for that!" She shook her head, not believing me. "Why are you looking for a new house? You don't want to take the next step in this relationship. Last week you just disappeared for a couple of hours, for what? Do you have another girl? Are you cheating?"

I take her wrists so she won't hit me. I start hugging her. Trying to calm her down. I hate seeing her cry like this. "I'm looking for a house, for the both of us. I want to take a next step but only if we live bigger. There's no space here for a baby. I disappeared because I went to the house, it's really beautiful and nice. I wanted to surprise you with all of this since it's soon our 4 year anniversary." She looks at me in surprise, big eyes with a few tears falling down her cheeks. "Don't cry, I won't leave you. I love you so much! What do you think?" A small smile appears on her face. "I'm sorry that I thought that about you. I just should've asked." I give her a few kisses. "I'm here with you, for always!"

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A/N: omg this was way longer than I expected, I hope it's good enough 💚🌱

~A/N: omg this was way longer than I expected, I hope it's good enough 💚🌱

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