Don't Judge {Completed}

Part 28

Harry's POV

I laid silently staring up at the ceiling that had those tiny stupid plastic glow in the dark stars stuck to it. My arms were behind my head as I thought about what she had said to me. I was pathetic and the fact that I haven't stopped fucking girls since she came into my life was absolutely driving me wild. Reaching beneath the blanket, I slipped my used condom off and dumped it into the trash next to me. Bringing my legs in front of me, I slipped on my boxers and pants. Then I sleeper on my shit and blazer, not even bothering to button up my white shirt but a few buttons. I slipped on my boots and raced out of the apartment, and overwhelming sense of anxiety was beginning to creep up my legs and I knew I would full on go insane if I didn't get out of there. I took a deep breath once I finally made it outside, welcoming the cold air in my lungs I was finally able to calm down a bit. "Sir are you ok", Jack asked.

"Take me home Jack", I said.

"Right this way sir", Jack tugged my arm and led me to the car where I instantly got in.

"Home Rodgers", Jack commanded my driver.

We pulled onto on coming traffic and drove the short distance to my house but I took this time to clear my head. Well as much as I could, everything seemed so twisted right now. I vaguely get the feeling of how Alice in Wonderland felt when she had all those signs in front of her pouting to the right path for her. The problem was she like I, didn't know what path to take.

"Everything ok sir, have you been drinking", Jack asks.

"No, but I would like to when I get home", I mumbled.

"Are you sure I can't help you with anything", Jack asks.

I didn't say anything to him the rest of the ride to my place, once the car stopped I headed to the front door and opened it. I rushed like a mad man to my liquor cabinet and poured myself a scotch and took it down.

"Harry, are you sure your ok. Is there anything I can do for you", Jack asked worriedly.

"No Jack there isn't, I'm too broken to be fixed".