No Looking Back

Chapter 19

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"Luke what are you doing?" I ask in shock. Luke would never do this. At least not the Luke I know.

"Sorry, I just um felt the need to do that..I just feel so lonely. I miss Mackenzie. I know Mackenzie didn't think anything special of me, but she was special to me." Luke says awkwardly backing away from me. Yea it was just a kiss on the cheek but like wow I didn't expect that.

"Yeah..I miss her too." I look over at Luke and I start feeling guilty.

"It's not your fault, I know I blamed it on you but I didn't really mean it." Luke says as if he were reading my mind. I smile at him and get lost in those blue eyes, "Victoria!" Luke shakes me, "Didn't you hear me? Your phone has been ringing." He smirks at me, "What were you doing?"

"Nothing." I can feel my cheeks start to get red but I ignore it. I check my phone and see that its Michael.

you are not going to believe it

what?

mackenzie is alive

I feel a wave of relief was over mer

shut up!

dead serious! it's a christmas miracle. room B1221

oh my god thank you so much michael i love you

Holy shit. Did I just say that? I'm so happy. "Luke,you're not going to believe it." I say getting up to leave the room.

"What Michael's finally done using the bathroom?" Luke laughs.

"No. I'll be back!"

"Where are you going?"

"To see Mackenzie." I flash a smile at him, "She's alive." I hear him let out a sigh of relief as I exit the room.

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"Mackenzie!" I can't believe it. She's really alive. I feel so guilty for putting her in this position. I almost killed her. I'm the worst person ever. I can feel the tears forming at my eyes, I don't blink them away. I let them fall..

"Victoria!" She flashes me a big smile and I make my way over to her. "What's wrong? Why are you crying? Don't cry." I'm crying because I fucked you over.

"I almost lost you. If I lost you I would've lost my whole world! I am so sorry for everything! I'm so sorry for what I did to you. I am so sorry about Nick." Calum shoots me a dirty look as if he's saying shut up!

"Yeah I'm sorry Nick and you broke up Mackenzie!" Calum cuts in, looking at me. He goes on his phone and texts someone, me.

Look Mackenzie doesn't remember that you fucked Nick. All she remembers is that Nick and her broke up but she doesn't remember the reason so don't push it, or i will tell her and she'll hate you forever. You don't deserve her.

I start getting angry but I calm down realizing that Calum covered up for me. I swear I've always had this feeling that Calum hated me since the day that we met. I called him Asian and that really pissed him off. I'm glad he's covering for me, I don't want to lose Mackenzie, lose her as a friend. That'll be much more painful that physicaly losing her.

"Mackenzie, I'm sorry for everything really. I know I've been a bitch these past few months we've lived in Sydney, well I've always been a bitch to you and I'm so sorry. I always take you for granted because I know you'll always be there but now I won't ever take you for granted. I swear! I love you too much to hurt you anymore. I'm done competing with you. I'm done trying to be better than you. I just want it to be like old times. I won't ever take you for granted ever again and if I ever do, the minute I do, you can leave me. I'll deserve it." I say and I mean it. It feels so good to get that off my chest, but I'm really never ever going to take Mackenzie for granted. She's one of the best friends I have ever had, shes stuck with me since day one. She's always had my back..I didn't realize this until it was too late but looks like God gave me another chance. Thank you God.