We never know (snowfall change)

Chapter-7

The moment I closed my eyes to rest assure......Alas,....the nightmares started....The same scenario, the full speed car was still on the road, the fear and the pain I had on my chest continued, his warm hands still on mine, holding me tight, I was still asleep .....that little girl was still asleep.....I could hear him cry, I could feel the pain he was going through, his shaking hands, I felt every single thing even though  I was deep asleep. Who is the boy, whom I've been trusting this whole damn nightmare, who is he? Who is this young teenager boy, saying 'we'll be safe, we'll be safe' when he was suppose to be playing on the football ground with his friends, most importantly , why  am I seeing him in my worst nightmare which has only pain, is he real? Or just my illusion..............?

"Levi!!", I heard him shout.

As I slowly opened my eyes, I realize my body was against gravity. The car was in the air, rolling and rolling and rolling. I looked at him, at his hand  which was holding  me tight .Till I passed out after the car landed on the edge of a bridge.

It took me time to understand that I've got into an accident a big painful accident.

Who did it? How did it happen? Was it an accident? The.....the road was just clear......No, it was just an accident...Or someone caused it. A debate was going on between me and myself, Me, the one who was dreaming all these nightmares.

Everything went B-L-A-C-K, I couldn't see anything but I could feel the physical pain along with my mental fear, I felt every detail of it.

I felt a liquid rolling down from my head, as I slowly opened my eyes. I saw his face, clearly.....I saw the blood on his face, all over him, he laid there peacefully without any movement, but his hand were still on mine .I stared at him despite the pain I was going through, I stared at the blood stains on his bright yellow shirt, It was dark, I didn't think of any other thing, I didn't think of anything....Just blank and slowly my consciousness faded away.

I felt someone pat my shoulder, softly and familiar.

"Levi no", he called.

I slowly opened my eyes and realized I was laying on the ground, my face on the floor, I saw two knees knelled down beside me, than I tried to recall the nightmare and than BOOM everything went blur, just like every morning, Blur.

"You awake?", Ellevi asked.

I slowly pulled myself up from the ground and hugged him.

"What happen? Why are you on the floor, are you hurt anywhere?", he asked in a worried voice.

"No", I replied with a curly voice, sounding like I cried on top of my voice.

"Bad dreams?", he asked again.

I nodded.

He felt me nod and started to pat my back.

"Its just bad dreams that last for the night, don't worry, today is Sunday, lets go to church  and you can take your time and talk to God, will you?", he said in a comforting voice.

"OK....Ellevi", I said to him, loosening my hug.

"Now go and start your day, don't think too much of those bad dreams", he said, patting my head.

I smiled at him and ran to the bathroom, than I turned around and peeked at him as he was organizing my bed.

I am too lucky to deserve a brother like him.

Than I went down on the basement of my mind and buried the nightmares away to have a good sunday.

I wore a warm dress suitable for a formal sunday service, I knew I looked acceptable to enter the holy room of the church. Ellevi looked dashing, I clearly saw the reason why Anne fall for him, mom looked stunning too, with her soft hair just above her shoulders and her beautiful smile was just enough for her to win a beauty contest and my dad, he looked like his usual self well dressed, smart looking and handsome, he always stands out in the crowd.