Irresistible

Chapter Forty-eight

#I48

Hindi ko na pinalampas pa ang oras at dali-dali kong pinuntahan si Vlad matapos akong ihatid ni Ryder.

I still can't believe na may gusto siya sa akin. I do like him too, but as a friend only. Mabait si Ryder at talagang mahuhulog ka sa kaniya. If only I met him much earlier I could have love him too but I got no regrets at all because I loved the best man in the world.

I went to their house but no one's home. I went to his office too but still I didn't found him. I tried to call Vlad but he's out of line kaya si Macrayne na lamang ang tinawagan ko.

"Have you seen him?" Tanong ko agad nang makita ko siya.

After I called him he said he was nearby kaya pinuntahan ko na lamang. Sakto namang kasama rin niya si Dylan.

Agad silang umiling. "No we didn't. Hinanap din namin siya pero wala talaga."

Fuck where are you Vlad? Halos magdidilim na. Ganun ko siya katagal na hinanap pero wala pa rin.

"May alam ba kayong lugar na pwede niyang puntahan?"

Nag-isip sila bigla.

"Oo nga pala. Vlad always come to that place whenever he thinks. I think nandun siya ngayon." Sabi ni Dylan.

"Where is it?" Mabilis kong tanong.

"I don't know but he says it's a peaceful place to think."

Agad na pumasok sa isip ko ang lugar na alam kong mapayapa.

"I think I know where he is. Pupuntahan ko siya."

"Teka saan ba yon?" Tanong ni Macrayne.

"Basta I'll call you once I find him."

Dali-dali akong pumasok sa sasakyan at pumunta roon. Hindi ako sigurado pero sana nga nandun siya. I badly needed to talk to him.

At hindi nga ako nagkamali dahil kita kong nakaparada roon ang sasakyan niya at nakahiga siya dito habang tumitingin sa mga bituin.

Umupo ako sa tabi niya. I know naramdaman niya ako pero hindi siya kumikibo.

"I never thought I'd see you here again." I said breaking the silence.

Akala ko hindi niya ako papansinin pero nagsalita rin ito.

"This has always been my relief place."

Napangiti ako. Talagang mapayapa sa lugar na ito. We shared thoughts and talk a lot the last time in here. Hindi mo talaga mapapansin ang mga problema mo kapag nandito ka sa ganda ng tanawing makikita mo.

I sighed before I open up to him.

"I came after you the last night. I wanted to tell you things but I heard what you and Amber was talking."

Napaupo siya sa sinabi ko but I continued what I'm saying.

"When you said you love her I completely forgot what I really feel and then the kiss happened after. I'm so sorry for what I did Vlad. I know I messed up." Halos mapiyok na ang boses ko dahil sa pagpipigil kong lumuha.

"You heard things and judge quickly. You should've listen until the very end."

Napatingin ako sa kaniya. He was looking at me too.

"I said I love her... but as a friend. That night I told her that if she can't understand that I'm in love with you I'll stay away from her. It's you Angel. It's always been you."

"I never loved someone else rather than you too." I said.

Hinawakan ko ang kamay ni Vlad at tiningnan siya ng direkta sa kaniyang mata.