Mutuals

[59]

"What the fuck Zara" Adam comes straight out with it
I pull away from Adil a little more, "what?"
"You said you were going home?" He asks
"I decided to stay" I say looking down at Adil's hands that are on my thigh

All three of them glance at Adil,
"You don't even know the guy and you're cuddling up to him?" Adam raises an eyebrow
I scoff, "I do know him"
"For like three days" he scoffs back
"Piss off Adam I can't be arsed with you"
"Zara why are you sat with a guy you barely know?" Slim asks trying to be a bit more calm about it

I turn to him, "are you kidding me?"
This is all way too embarrassing because it's happening in front of Harris who probably thinks I got a random guy to sit with me to act like I've moved on

"What?" Slim asks
"You were literally just sat there with girls you don't even know and now you're coming at me for being with a guy who I actually know" Adils grip tightens a little on my thigh and I see Harris's eyes glance over at his hand

I push Adil's hand off my thigh and get up nearly tripping over my heel but Harris grabs my arm before I fly back down
I pull myself out of his grip and grab my bag. Adil's eyes meet mine, not knowing what to say, I rush out and swiftly walk back to my car.

I lock the door and throw my bag in the passenger seat, and my tears pour out.
Harris has no idea what he does to me, even six months and a heartbreak later, he's still the person I want. The worst part is he just watched me back there, probably feeling sorry for the sad life I now lead.
I calm myself down and shakily put my keys into the hole and start the car. I'm not entirely sure I should be driving until I'm fully calm but I can't be here any longer just in case I see Harris or the guys again.

Just as I'm about to exit my parking space, Adil walks out in front of my car and I sigh feeling awfully sorry for myself at this point.
"What the fuck do you want?" I ask when he decides to come into my car and make himself comfortable
"Do you think I'm gonna let you drive alone when you're crying?" He asks and I sigh
"I'm not crying" I say sniffling and he rolls his eyes

I sigh putting my hands on my lap
"I was planning on going home so where am I supposed to take you?"
"You can take me home" he smirks
"No thanks" I scoff
"Let's go for a drive until you feel better?" He suggests but honestly the tone made it sound more like an order

I take a huge breath, "fine put your seatbelt on"
"I'm a gangster I don't need a seatbelt" he says puffing his chest out a little bit
"Put it on" I roll my eyes
"Do it for me"
"Are you a child" to which he just winks at me

"You're fucking kidding me" I mutter before reaching over him and grabbing his seatbelt
"Oi" he says and I look up to see him staring right at me and our faces are dangerously close
The look on his face right now is making me weak at my knees which is so rare and I swear to god I feel like I'm about to fall face flat into his lap. And let's just say the position I'll fall in will make him beyond excited, which for the record I don't want.

I pull his seat belt over and click it into place before falling back into my seat. I feel his eyes on me and I turn to see him smirking at me
"Do you even have a genuine smile it's always a flipping smirk" I ask irritated
"Yes I do, look" he smiles with his teeth and I chuckle
"Cute" I comment before focusing on getting out of this car park

"Can I ask you a question" he speaks up just as I was about to turn the volume of my music up
I rest my hand back onto the steering wheel, "what?"
"Do you wanna get back with that Harris guy"

I'm a little taken aback by his question and I don't really know what to say.
"What do you mean?"
"If he wanted to go back to what you used to be, would you let him come back?" He repeats

I know exactly what he meant but I need time to think about what I'm gonna say.

"No I wouldn't" I say quite abruptly
"Seriously?"
"Yeah, why? Do you think I would?"
"No I was just asking"

My grip on the steering wheel tightens a little bit because I know what I just said was a lie. I'd take him back in a heartbeat but the real question would he take me back?

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GUYS IM SORRY IM ACTUALLY THE WORST WRITER EVER
I've been breaking down constantly cause i am a clown who misses her ex looool
But anyways feel free to tell me to hurry up and stop taking the piss with uploading I hope I haven't lost any readers🥺 love you guys