Getting Real

Chapter 11

Hindi napigilan ni Elmo na mapalunok habang nakatingin sa monitor ni direk Simon. Pakiramdam niya ay biglang uminit ang lugar. Natutuyo ang lalamunan niya at pakiramdam niya ay makakaubos siya ng isang pitsel ng malamig na tubig.

Julie was hot. She was very sexy. Alam na niya iyon noon pa ngunit ngayon ay talagang ipinapakita na nito ang alindog nito. He could not believe he was very affected. Those innocent and seductive eyes were beautiful and haunting. Bawat imbay ng balakang nito ay lalong nagpapainit ng pakiramdam niya. Her sensuality was coupled with grace, too.

Hindi ito mahalay tingnan. She was very lovely. Wala na ang bakas ng dalagitang una niyang nakilala. Julie was a woman--- a very sexy woman.

"I know she was perfect for the role from the very start," bulong ng direktor na tila para lamang sa sarili nito.

Pinagpawisan siya ng malapot. Itim na lacy bra at panty na lang ang suot ni Julie. Patuloy ito sa pag-imbay, sa pagsayaw nang nakakaakit at nakapagpapawala ng katinuan. Ayaw niyang aminin sa kanyang sarili na may nararamdaman na siyang kakaiba. Hindi niya alam kung saan umusbong iyon. He was so turned on. Lihim na pinagalitan niya ang kanyang sarili.

Julie was his best friend! She was almost a sister to him. How could he desire her?

Hindi rin naman siya masisisi ng kahit sino. Julie was very desirable. Kung siya ang ka-chat nito, malamang na magbayad siya nang mahak para lamang tanggalin nito ang lahat ng saplot nito sa katawan.

Shit, Elmo Moses! Stop it. You've turned into a maniac.

Hanggang sa matapos nito ang eksena ay hindi siya makapag-isip ng matino.

Agad na sinuotan ito ng roba.

"How was I?" tanong nito sa kanya.

"Very..." Sexy. He cleared his throat. "Good," pagtatapos niya.

She smiled, looking so satisfied. Napatingin siya sa mga labi nito. He had the strong urge to bend his head ang kiss her breathless.

He cursed himself silently. What was happening to him? What had changed?

He knew this movie was a bad idea.