Saving Her

Chapter 63

I wake up to a heavy sensation on my chest, my whole body really and I suddenly go stiff.  Taking a minute to gather my surroundings, I realize it's Shawn covering me like a blanket with his head snuggled between my chest.  He's snoring lightly and I can't help but giggle as I run my fingers lightly through his curls.  Images of last night replay in my mind as I sigh contently, snuggling my baby even closer to me; if that's even possible.

The feeling of his hands on me, of him inside me, the look of genuine love and concern as we joined together take over my senses.  I could repeat it a thousand times and still want to feel them all a thousand more.  I have never felt so loved, so desired, so cared for as I did last night.

Shawn Mendes isn't just the love of my life; he's the light of my life.

Pulling me out of the darkness that invaded my soul for so long, saving me from things that could have destroyed me.  I don't know what I've done to deserve him, but Lord knows I'm going to do everything I can to keep him.

A tear rolls down my face as the emotion of it all hits me.  I have the most amazing man in my arms, in my life; and I can't even begin to put into words how that dorky but handsome guy I met one night at a college party had turned into my sexy, still dorky, but incredibly loving detective boyfriend.

I feel his breath quicken slightly against my skin as his lips meet the valley between my breasts.  He kisses me there gently once, twice, three times before he lets out a groan as he tries to stretch his tired muscles, however I'm not letting him go.  His curls tickle under my chin as I let out a giggle and loosen my grip slightly so he can turn to face me.

Taking what he can get, I feel him lift his head from my chest and turn slightly so he's laying with our legs still tangled, but he's able to face me now as he kisses his way up my neck, to each cheek and finally my awaiting lips.

"Mmmm good morning baby" he hums as our lips pull apart.

"Good morning" I sigh happily as I wrap my arms around his neck, threading my fingers in his curls.

"Did you sleep well?  Are you still feeling okay about last night?" he asks.

Pulling him in for another kiss, I nod my head "Yes, I slept well and so did you from the looks of it." I laugh as I feel a slight spot of drool near my collarbone.  "And yes, I still feel amazing about last night." I smile up at him.  His hazel eyes bore into mine as a smile spreads across his face.

"Good!" He says as he reaches back down to kiss me.

We lay kissing for awhile, our hands exploring each other like we did last night.  Every once in awhile I feel him want to go further, but he holds himself back; he knows not to push.

My stomach growls and I whine at the loss of contact when Shawn pulls his lips from mine.

"Someone's hungry!" He smirks, raising an eyebrow.

"Stupid stomach!" I laugh as I roll us over so I'm on top.  Leaning down, I take his face in my hands and crash our lips together; his hands gently run the length of my back before gripping my hips. 

Breaking free from his lips was hard enough, but climbing off of him and off my bed was harder.  I just want to lay in bed with him all day; but food is a must and there's still plenty of time for cuddles.

I hear him groan behind me as I walk to our dresser to get clothes.  "Can't we just have five more minutes...please?" He begs.

"My stomach is angry baby... and you know how I am about my food." I smirk.

"Ugh I know! I'm the same way!  It's just that we were so warm and cuddly and you make a fantastic pillow." He says wiggling his eyebrows at me while a wicked smile crosses his lips.