Saving Her

Chapter 3

I really hate when Andy doesn't even attempt to get along with Shawn. After he and Brian left the unit, Andy turns to me and grabs me possessively by the waist and pulls me into his office and closes the door.

Pushing me against the door he starts to kiss my neck. Normally, I love when he does this, but we are at work, and he's just trying to apologize for being an ass to me when he confronted Shawn.

"Andy, stop! We can't do this here." I protest.

Andy sighs, but keeps his lips close to the sweet spot on my neck that he knows is my weakness. "Why baby, you love it when I kiss you like this.." he continues to drag his lips down my neck and works his way down to the top of my breasts. As much as I want to give in, as much as I want to feel good; I'm still pissed at him.

"Andy, seriously just stop!" I say sternly as I try to push on his chest to get him off of me.

This only seems to egg him on as he pushes me into the door even harder; I'm pretty sure my ass is going to have a bruise. I'm in shock, he's never done this before. I try and bring my hands to his chest again, but in an instant Andy has his hands around my wrists and holds them to my sides as he attempts to move his lips to my mouth. In his effort to kiss me I turn my head and his lips land squarely on my right cheek. Seemingly angered by this he grabs my jaw and turns me to look him dead in the eyes.

"Andy, your hurting me. Get your hands off of me!" I'm trying to squirm out of his grasp, but he's got a strong grip on me and I start to wither in fear and panic. My breathing starts to become more irregular and I'm just trying to think of a way out. He's never been this physical with me. Doing the only thing I could, I knee him in the balls and he drops his hands immediately. A feeling of regret hits me unexpectedly.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry Andy! I just needed you to let me go." Tears threaten to spill out my eyes..

What just happened?!

Focusing on clearing my eyes, I see Andy crouched over with his hands between his legs, red faced and trying to breathe.

"I'm so sorry babe, I don't know what's gotten into you, but you know I don't like to be man-handled."

"You stupid bitch. You know what's gotten to me? The fact that you spend more time making Shawn feel better than you do me!" Finally standing, he tries to lower his voice from the yelling one he just let out.

"I shouldn't have to worry about my girlfriend making lovely dovey faces with some other guy in front of our co-workers. I don't care that he's your best friend, I'm your boyfriend and that doesn't seem to mean anything to you anymore. It's always Shawn needs this or Shawn needs that!" Taking a breath, he continues.

"What about what I want and need Camila? What if I want to hold your hand or take you in my office to talk about my day?  If this relationship is going to continue to work, I'm gonna need you to start showing me more love and affection than you show Shawn." He states matter of factly.

Standing there still kind of scared with what just happened a few minutes before, I can't help but think that Andy has a point. I always check on Shawn. I only check on Andy when he tells me he needs me. I'm not as good as anticipating his needs.

"Babe, you're right, I'm sorry! I feel like I've been a horrible girlfriend. I should try harder to anticipate your needs before you even have to ask. It's no excuse, but I guess I've just known Shawn longer." Building enough courage, I step forward and take Andy's face between my hands.

"I promise I'll be better."

Leaning in, I give him the kiss he tried to take from me earlier. His lips start firm like he's still upset with me, but quickly soften and kiss me back in one of the most passionate kisses we've ever shared outside the bedroom.

Separating from the kiss, Andy takes my face in his hands lovingly and looks at me with his beautiful baby blue ones.

"I'm sorry for how I acted too baby, I don't know why I let Shawn get to me so bad.. and I didn't mean to hurt you." Concern etching his face.

I pull him in for another kiss, but stop just before our lips touch.. "You ever touch me like that again and we're going to have bigger problems than your hatred for Shawn." I say before kissing him and walking out of his office.