I didn’t expect that I will hang-out a little bit with Yve here at Last Club. The way how she caressed his hand on my face made my heart melt. I felt a sudden spark like it’s her I’ve been looking for the whole time.
Why am I feeling this right now? I want to follow her, but why I can’t move right now?
I took another glass of whisky while I’m still thinking about her.
Why am I thinking about her?
“Do I like her?”I asked myself.
I’m turning into a crazy one! I called Charles for help. I can’t drive. I’m drunk. I’m just drunk that’s why I’m thinking about her. Besides, thinking about her doesn’t mean I like her. Right?
She’s so annoying, I don’t like her. I can’t imagine myself being with that girl. Pakiramdam ko ay mababaliw lang ako kapag palagi ko siyang kasama.
“I don’t like her, Charles.”I said.
“Stop saying you don’t like her, you already said that twenty times!”
“Because I don’t really like her…”
“I really hate when your drunk,”he sighed and then I closed my eyes.
“I don’t like her,”
“Oo na you don’t like her, shut the fuck up…”
“I won’t fall in love with her, but she’s cute isn’t she?”I looked at my friend and he didn’t say anything. “Silence means yes!”
I laughed. “What if I like her? Does she like me? Oh no, no, no. I don’t like her. I don’t like her because she doesn’t want me in her life."
“If you really like her, go for it. Every girl in this world is worth it.”Charles said. I laid my head on his shoulder while he’s driving.
“This is why I am blessed to have you in my life, Charles.”
“I know your drunk. You’ll regret saying this when you wake up tomorrow.”
****
“Did I really say that? Are you fucking kidding me? I am not happy that you’re my friend in the first place!”I gave Charles an eyeroll because of what he said to me.
“Do you think I’m fucking kidding you, Paulo? This is one of the reasons why I hate you getting drunk. You’re being so stupid!”am I really that stupid when I’m drunk?
“I saw Yve yesterday, sa Last Club.”I said.
Charles grinned at me. “Ano’ng pinag-usapan niyong dalawa?”
“She’s like you…”I sighed. “Her mind is full of words. She’s so smart and she’s good at giving people advice.”
“So, you and Yve talked about Khallie?”
“We talked about Khallie and her ex.”
“Tell me more,”he said then he sta on the couch beside me.
“I said that we’re both broken and we can’t fix each other, but she said that I don’t need to depend on other people just to fix myself…”and Charles smiled while his elbows are resting on his knees.
“She’s so rare, bro! You can’t find another girl like that girl names Yve!”
“What if she’s not worth it?”I asked.
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What If It's Not?
General Fiction(What If Series #2) Yvaine Dominique Fontanilla, have ever loved someone so much that it seemed like she couldn't live a life without his ex-boyfriend, Kale Elijah Madrona. And for Paulo Nicolaj Medina, being with someone for a long time is comforta...
