SPLIT (COMPLETED)

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It has been half an hour after Jungkook left Chaeyoung's house without getting to see her that morning. When he came, she already knew it would be him since he already texted her that he will come for a while to see her. However, she did not open the door for him and let him rang the bell many times until he gave up.

Now, she feels mad at herself for two different reasons. One, for ignoring him this morning. Two, for kissing him last night.

She does not know what to do since the quick kiss she bravely did. Because of it, she had trouble to sleep because her heart is beating rapidly the whole night. She did not even get a good sleep because her mind kept remembering what she did to Jungkook.

"What have I done...?", she questions herself as she realized how messed up she is at the moment.  She does not know how to face Jungkook anymore. She feels embarrassed with him.

"You're playing with his heart.", Rosé answers for her.

Chaeyoung scoffs to her, "What do you mean, Rosé? Why you only talk to me now?"

Rosé chuckles hearing Chaeyoung's voice that sounds to be angry or annoyed with her. "What do you mean why am I only talking to you now?", she asks back.

"Where were you when I needed you, huh?", Chaeyoung replies with a question too.

"You needed me? When?", Rosé asks.

"Last night, when Jungkook were talking to me.", Chaeyoung answers her. "You should've come out and prevent me from being foolish in front of him, Rosé.", she adds with a sigh as her mind thinks of what happened last night.

Rosé makes a surprised voice as she asked what foolish thing Chaeyoung did last night. When Chaeyoung told her that she admitted to him that she was jealous seeing him winked at the camera and kissed him, Rosé chuckles in response to her.

"I'm not telling you this just to get laughed at, Rosé.", Chaeyoung scolds her.

"Okay, I'm sorry. So, that's why you've been this tensed in the early morning, hmm? But, really. As I said earlier, you're playing with his heart. I can feel that you love him but when he wants to reach you, you avoid him.", Rosé says.

Chaeyoung thinks of her words and realized that she is telling her the truth.

"That man really loves you despite of your weakness, Chaeyoung. He doesn't even think of me and Rosie would disrupt your relationship with him. All he wants is you to reciprocate to his feelings. So, stop holding your feelings and just fall in love already, please.", Rosé continues.

Chaeyoung nods her head, "I did...already but...I don't know how to handle it, okay? I'm not used to these...feelings. Jealous? Love? Now, all I feel is embarrassed and I can't face him like nothing happened between us last night. I totally can't."

"Slowly, Chaeyoung. Do it slowly. Take your time to learn about these new feelings you discovered but don't avoid him. He's been patient and understanding as what I've observed. He doesn't go into conclusions without getting enough information about something. For example, about you. He doesn't give up trying to be your friend and even though he already knew you have me with you, he still stick around. He also investigated about your cousins to know why you hide from them. He wants to know everything about you, Chaeyoung. He wants you in his life.", Rosé gives her advice to Chaeyoung.

"But what if I messed up? What if he makes a mistake and I blow up on him? I'm scared that my feelings for him will stop just because of a misunderstanding or something.", Chaeyoung replies in worried tone.