Dumped by Mr. Playboy (ASHLEY 6) ☑

Chapter 28

Chapter 28

Di mapakaling umupo ako sa front seat ng sasakyan ni Doydoy, I fasten my seatbelt using my trembling fingers. He seems confused and frustrated as he drives, I wonder what he's thinking right now.

"Where's your ring?"

Huminga ako ng malalim. "N-nagpa massage ako kanina kaya, h-hinubad ko muna."

Napakapit ako sa aking suot ng coat ng bigla niyang iniliko ang kotse at hininto sa tabi ng kalsada. Saglit kong tiningnan si Doydoy na ngayoy nakapikit habang humihinga ng malalim, he looks like he's calming himself.

"D-doy-"

"You're not cheating, aren't you?" Diretsahan niyang tanong habang nakatingin sa aking mga mata.

Napalunok ako at napa-iwas ng tingin. "W-what makes you think that I-I am cheating? You t-think I'd cheat?"

Huminga siya ng malalim. "I don't want you to cheat, I don't want to think that you might cheat on me. But it is your who'll decide. It's a choice that every people possessed. I love you and if I were to choose, I'll never cheat." Pahina ng pahina ang boses niya, and guilt is starting to kill me.

I wanted to say sorry but I know it will just hurt him more, it's like I am admitting that I am cheating on him. Yes, I am, but I choose him, not Braxten. Just one month, just a month.

"J-javier, I can't... I don't...." I don't know what to say. For sure whatever words will come out to my mouth will be a lie. I don't want to lie...

Mas lalong nanikip ang dibdib ko ng ikulong niya sa kaniyang dalawang palad ang aking mga pisnge. Tiningnan niya ako diretso sa mga mata, and it ables me to see the pain and sadness on his eyes.

"I know you don't feel the same way, maybe you like me but it is not love. Liking and loving is two different feelings, you can like everyone but not love, Lalaine."

Napayuko ako. What should I do? Should I tell him the truth? If I will tell him everything, it means hurting him and leaving Braxten.

"J-javier... I'm sorry." Halos pabulong kong sabi. Inangat ko ang aking ulo at walang pasabing hinalikan siya.

He stilled for a moment but he immediately kissed me back, he held my nape while his other hand is cupping my face. His kisses are way too different from Braxten. He's a good kisser but not as great as Braxten. I know I shouldn't compare them, but I just can't help it.

I know I shouldn't feel sorry for Braxten, because I am kissing my Fiancee. Pero bakit ganoon? Kung si Braxten ang kahalikan ko ay ni minsan di ko naiisip si Javier? Samantalang ngayon... I feel like I am cheating, while the truth is the opposite.

"Sorry, give me a month..." I mumbled while still kissing him, I bet he heard what I just said, but I'm not sure if he understand it clearly.

Just one month, I'm sorry...

Hinihingal na inayos ko ang aking pagkaka-upo sa upuan, sobrang pula ng aking mukha habang inaayos ko ang aking seatbelt. Medyo nagulo ang aking buhok kaya sinuklay ko ito gamit ang aking mga daliri, I was caught off guard when he kissed me again.

"I don't know why your here, but I just want you to know that I trust you... I love you so much." Hinihingal na sabi niya at dinampian ulit ng mabilis na halik ang aking labi.

My heart is beating so fast, hindi dahil sa kay Doydoy kundi dahil kinakabahan ako. I'm so nervous for some reason I don't know.

I've seen dramas and read novels, and the main reason of all the heartbreaks on both stories is what we call Lies. I am a liar... when you lie you cheat and when you cheat you lie. But what else can I do? I'm already in this mess and I can't easily escape, and I don't want to escape. I'll face this, I started this so I must end it too.