Race Track of Love (RP SERIES #1) [COMPLETED]

♤Fourty-Three♤

Callirrhoe Titania Albertine

"The day has come Titania. Are you ready?" I look at myself in the mirror. Halos hindi ko makilala ang sarili ko ngayon. My hair is sourrounded by pearls and diamonds. It was bunned in the lower right of my neck while my face wasn't have any single strand of my hair making me look so neat and presentable. And there's this crown, Momma is slowly putting it on the top of my head. And my face, it is showing so much fears. I am mask with this trembling fear coming from my chest.

"I am still scared Momma. Dadating kaya sya? Paano kung makasal nga ako kay Brentt ngayon?"

"Dadating siya magtiwala ka lang." Napabuntong hininga ako sa sinabi nya. Natatakot talaga ako ngayon. Tumayo ako sa harapan ng salamin at pinagmasdan ang kabuuan ko. I must say that this can be a wedding of the century. I am wearing the most expensive wedding gown in the world that was only made for me and I will marry the most powerful prince of all countries but I am not happy. I know I am not and I will never be unless it's Kaizer.

"Titania." Napatingin kaming parehas ni Momma sa pumasok at wala akong magawa kung hindi ang bigyan lang sya ng masamang tingin. He is wearing his best clothes today. Isa sya sa pinakagwapong prinsepe na nakilala ko pero hindi mawala sa isip ko ang maangas na itsura ni Kaizer.

"Leave us alone servant." Sabi nito kay Momma at nag-bow naman ito sa amin bago kami iwan ni Brentt. Naglakad ako papalapit sa veranda at tinanaw ang napakagandang hardin ng palasyo. Puno 'yon ng magagarang palamuti at masasabi kong napakaganda noon. Puti at berde lang ang kulay na nakikita ko.

"I want to say sorry Titania." Napatawa ako ng sarkastiko sa sinabi nyang 'yon. Sorry para saan? Para sa pagkulong at pamimilit sa akin?

"Your sorry can't ease the sadness and pain on me Brentt. And until now, I can't still believe that you do this to me."

"I am still the Brentt you've been loved years ago Titania. I am still your bestfriend. And I want to make things right this time if you just let me."

"You are going to marry me even I don't want to. You will still force me to be with you even you know that I will never be happy with you. And that's not the Brentt I know and I loved and treat as my bestfriend before. The Brentt I know is he always thinks about what makes me happy. That Brentt told me that he won't treat marraiage for the sake of convenience. The Brentt I know is a good and resposible Prince. Not the one who I am facing right now." Seryosong sabi ko sa kanya at hindi ko maitago ang lungkot na nararamdaman ko. Hindi na sya katulad ng dati at kaylangan kong tanggapin na hindi lahat ng tao ay kayang hindi magbago.

"But can't you see that I am just so inlove with you that's why I am doing this everything to you."

"You can't force me to love you even you say all the reasons why you are doing this. And Brentt I want you to realize that true love can sacrifice and know how to let go. And love, love is not about prisoning someone beside you. And if you really love me you will set me free and let me be with someone else. To someone who I really love and to someone I can be truly happy."

"That's why I am here saying sorry to you because I can't let you go. My love is too much and maybe selfish but I just can't bare to see you with someone else. And I'd rather kill myself if I won't have you Titania." Hindi na ako nagulat sa sinabi nyang 'yon. Naiintindihan ko ang pagmamahal nya para sa akin pero alam ko sa sarili kong hindi ko kayang suklian 'yon.