Race Track of Love (RP SERIES #1) [COMPLETED]

♤Fifty-Nine♤

Kaizer Colton

Days had passed and those are the most painful days of my life. Mag-iisang buwan na rin pero hindi pa nagigising hanggang ngayon si Calli. I just look at her and press her hands and kiss it while my eyes are still close. Utter so many prayers to wake her up and open her eyes on me. I miss her so damn much at habang patagal ng patagal ay mas nasasaktan ako para sa kanya. Looking at her right now that is so pale and attached with so much tubes it feels like I am breaking into pieces. Hanggang kelan ba sya matutulog ng ganito? I really need her for our child. It's just a single bullet in her chest but it cause so much damages to her. It's just one bullet and it makes everything worst. It turns our world upside down in just one snap.

"When are you going to open your eyes Calli? I miss you so damn much. Your son needs you so badly. I really need you too beside me so wake up before I lost myself Calli. Hindi ko na alam kung kakayanin ko pa ang lahat. Huwag mo naman akong pahirapan ng ganito." I whispered betwen my breath and silent sobs.

"Your son is waiting for you Calli. Please open your eyes for us please. I'm begging you." I said trying to call her again. Baka sakaling maririnig nya ako at magigising sya sa ginagawa ko. Nawala lang lahat nang iniisip ko nang may maramdaman akong pumasok sa loob ng kwarto at halos mawalan ako ng kontrol sa sarili ko nang makita ko sino ang nasa harapan ko ngayon.

"Where did you get the nerve to come here? Ang lakas ng loob mong magpakita pa after what you did to Calli! To us!"

"I'm sorry Kai-"

"Stop saying sorry because it irritates me! Hindi maiibalik ng sorry mo ang lahat nang nangyari kaya umalis ka na lang! Leave us alone before I can't hold myself anymore and kill you right here right now!"

"Kaizer please listen to me first. I know that I've made the biggest mistake between you two that's why I am here to say sorry for everything I've done to all of you. I know that my sins are unforgivable but stil-"

"We don't need your f*cking sorry Brentt! You've done the worst damage you can ever give to us! Look at her, she is not still awake and it's because of you! Our son was put on danger and it's also because of you! Everythung is because of you Brentt!"

"I'm sorry if I badly love the woman you love Kaizer. Maybe it's my fault because I love the woman I will never had even though I gave my everything. Even I gave all I have until nothing's left. I'm sorry if I love her too much to the point that I came to this situation. All I want is just be with her because I love her so damn much more than myself Kaizer just like you. Nothing more and nothingless because Calli is everything about m-" Lalo akong nainis sa kanya nang ikumpara nya ang nararamdaman ko sa pagmamahal nya. Kahit kelan ay hindi naging ganito kaselfish ang pagmamahal ko kay Calli. At alam ko sa sarili ko na kung umabot man sa punto na magmahal ng iba si Calli ay tatanggapin ko 'yon kung doon sya magiging masaya! Mas gugustuhin kong maging masaya sya sa iba kesa maging miserable dahil ako ang kasama nya.

"Don't you ever compare my love to yours Brentt! Can you see what that stupid love cause to Calli? Can't you see?" Sabi ko sa kanya at hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko na hawakan sya sa damit nya at halos itayo sya sa wheelcahir na kinauupuan nya dahil sa sobrang galit ko sa kanya.

"I once dream to be you Kaizer so I can feel the same tense of love that Calli can give. Did you know what he said to me the moment I ask her that what if I am just the one who died? She told me that she won't hesitate to grab a sword and kill me again and again using her own hands. And from that moment I accept the fact that I will never be you. Because even you're gone, you're still so alive for Calli and she will never ever love me and it's because I'm not you. And that's hurt a lot you know? The fact that the person I trully love the most and the person who I can give my everything will never ever love me back whatever I do and the best thing I can do to her to make her happy is to let her go and just die while still loving her 'till my very last breath! And that is the thing I can't do because Calli is my everything. Calli is my life. She's like the air that I breath so I can stay alive even how painful and tiring my life is!" Mahabang sabi nya sa akin at halos matigilan ako sa kanya nang makita ko kung paano pumatak ang sunod sunod na luha sa mata nya. Parang awtomatiko akong napabitaw sa damit nya habang tinititigan sya.