The Other One(STOPPED WRITING)

Chapter 1: Again...

I'm numb. I always am.
I feel everything, but it doesn't bother me anymore like it used to. More than 70 years, this torture has been going on. The worst part? I didn't know what I did to deserve any of it. I was the monster, they'd tell me. I always would be. I wouldn't be the monster unless you'd created one. I was no more than a child. I just wanted to live. That all got taken away from me. And now, it's a curse to simply be alive.
They shove me back into the seat. This was the worst part. Everyday, they'd wipe me. And for a while, I forgot. But I never could. It always came back to me. I just wanted to forget.
They put a piece into my mouth.
"Wipe her." A guy yells.
My screams are muffled as the machine pounds into my head trying to wipe me of my memories.
The pain is excruciating. It didn't stop. Put me out of the pain. Please.
"God damnit. Why is the machine not working!" He yells in frustration.
The machine continues to bulge into my head. The pain never went on for this long. The machine wouldn't wipe me.
I see all the men go into a panic as they try to fix it. These guys had no fucking hearts.
Frozen, unfrozen, torture, kill. The everyday cycle for more than 70 years. I didn't know what year it was, really. I just know it had to be more than 70.
The technology was upgrading every year. And every year it was more pain.
"Again..." he yells, confident the machine will work this time.
My scream muffled even louder than it had before. It felt as thought they raised to pain level to get it to work.
Slowly, and painfully, the pain started to go away.
My eyes flutter close as I begin to forget. Everything.
Who am I? Where am I? What was I doing?
"Longing..." he begins to say, putting pain to my ears.
"Rusted... seventeen... daybreak... furnace.. nine.. benign... homecoming... one... freight car."
I feel out of control. I'm a puppet. A puppet used to kill.
A killing machine.
"Ready to comply."

Hi everyone, I'm currently writing this little bit whilst also writing chapter 98, so there's obviously a long way to go in reading. I just wanted to say, I know a lot of the first couple chapters are probably short or even cheesy or embarrassing, but I promise you it is worth reading because it does get better. Even when I look back at certain chapters I can't help but change some of it because of the way it was written. But, yeah, I hope you enjoy.