In A Relationship Contract

Prologue

Jayvion's Testimonial

Some are too hard working or should I say, 'really' striving for the love they want. Even I, myself- I do it for the girl.

"I love you, Alliana." sambit ko ng walang lumalabas na tunog.

"What is it, Jayvion?"

"Uhm! Wala. Gusto lang kitang titigan."

Napangiti ako ng napasiring siya sa akin.

She's so cute, as always.

"You're cute when doing that way." sambit ko at patuloy pa rin ang pagtitig sa kanya.

"Huwag mo akong bwisitin ngayon!" pagtataray niya kaya napatahimik na lang ako at napatungo sa arm wrest.

Binalingan ko siya ng tingin at pasimpleng pinanood habang nagsusulat siya sa notebook niya.

She really got my attention when she's just staring from a far.

They said love is sacrifice. Love is patient. Love is unconditional. But I would say, it is unexplainable existing thing in the universe but yes, it is just a single word. No one can really define the real meaning of love because we have different hearts that function as we feel love. I also thought that love is complicated not until I found out that it just simple and I only made it complicated.

"Bakit parang nawalan ka na ng ganang kausapin si Alliana? Dati rati lagi kang nakabuntot doon, ah!" usisa sa akin ng katabi kaya napalingon ako sa direksyon ni Alliana.

I saw her having a happy time with her friends. Naisip kong lapitan siya but I think twice and then ended up ignoring them.

Napangiti na lang ako sa katabi kong naghihintay ng sagot. I just left that question unanswered.

Though I really have reason. May dahilan kung bakit ko siya nilayuan. Sino ba ako para pumiglas sa lakas ng pag-ibig at kapangyarihan ng magnetismo na nagpapadikit sa akin sa kanya? Isa lang naman akong taong nalaman ang limitasyon ko sa buhay niya. I didn't give up my feelings, I just know how to wait.

'Know your limits kasi' that iconic line of her makes me smile bittersweetly as I slowly stepping back on the wall she built around her.

They thought that it is about waiting and finding system when it comes to love but they didn't know that it is about giving and receiving flow of feelings. I also thought the first one but I ended up giving mine.

"Alliana!"

"Bakit?" hindi niya ako nagawang tapunan ng tingin dahil abala siya sa ginagawa niyang activity na ibinigay ni Sir.

"I. Like. You." I said in clear low voice but enough for her to hear that.

"Huh?" naguguluhan niyang tanong at napatingin sa akin.

"Nevermind," sagot ko at nagpatuloy siya sa ginagawa niya kaya napatahimik na lang ako sa isang tabi habang pinapanood siya.

They used to get in love because they thought that it is the right thing to do but the reality is, because it is a normal thing to people that they should feel it towards others. This one is observable on my action.

"Pre, may maganda doon sa kabilang section!"

"Ano nga ulit pangalan niyon?"

"Alex- Alexa... Alexia?"

Narinig ko ang pag-uusap ng mga kaklase kong lalaki tungkol sa babae pero wala akong panahong makisali.

"Jayvion, baka magustuhan mo yun?" sambit nung isa kaya napailing na lang ako.

"I have one. Pati bakit pa ako pupunta sa kabilang section kung meron naman sa section natin."

"Iba tama mo sa kanya, pre. Hahaha!"

They thought that loving someone is about to feel happiness, contentment or completeness. But the truth is it is about feeling loved. Nothing really. Feeling loved is what love for, happiness and the likes will just follow.

"AAAAA!!!"

"Bakit, Jayvion!?"

"Just can't look directly to you,"

"Why?"

"You're shining, Alliana!" kahit na ang totoo ay hindi lang ako sanay na ganoon ang itsura niya. Nakakabaliw kapag tinitignan.

I thought that she's the one, not knowing and asking myself, "Am I the one for her?"

I always retreat my force when it came to her. Para akong inasinang isda tuwing iisipin kong siya na yung babaeng para sa akin. Not thinking that I didn't bother to do my full effort over her. Nahihiya ako o mas maayos na sabihing natotorpe ako sa kanya.

It may be a cowardice act but what can I do? I can't conquer it. Malakas ang loob ko pero once na mapatigil ako at magduda sa sarili ko, uurong ang dila ko.

This statement might be too informational to those who will gonna read my story but it is just a jumpstart for the real wave of narration on how I get myself hook again on that girl. With some terms and condition. With an...

In A Relationship Contract